Unfolding... the magical tale of a star

我的 white horse prince

2008-01-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

牵着你的手
在草园跑着
背对背的坐在树荫下
闻着黑色玫瑰的花香
左边传来钢琴声
演奏着贝多芬的月亮组曲

小动物们出来了
花鼠弹吉他
白兔和小象跳舞
精灵们围绕着我们
花都开了星星笑了

莫娜丽莎挥挥手
海盗给我们倒啤酒
骑着罗马将军的帅马
和女巫大展魔法

飘到海龙宫里
美人鱼纠缠着你
风骚的不得了
让我看了眼红有嫉妒
拔起龙王的神剑
警告他要看好女儿们

嘿醒来了啦
张开双眼擦了擦
发现自己躺在你的怀抱
和你在一起不是梦
心里甜甜的
幸福的感觉

完结篇

2008-01-27T11:01:00.000+08:00

停顿的火车
飘行在大海中央的小船
迷失在黄金三角形的纸飞机
微薄的呼吸声
一丝希望的存在

等待是一种虐待
一种含着泪的微笑
何年何月何日
我自问自答
做自己生命的导演
想写我们的完结篇

等待忍耐我期待
和丘比特做了约定
不害怕不着急
我要做你勇敢的女孩

馗道传来火车的声音
小船找到了指南针
黄金三角形的碎片
坐在电影院里
心里想着你
看着新戏上演
恋爱宝殿完结篇

二十八

2008-01-27T10:57:00.000+08:00

四年前的今天坐
在旧电脑面前
我们恋爱了

三年前的今天
你在圣诞节买了两只仓鼠
陪伴我度过梦幻的二十八

两年前的今天
我说手提电脑太重
你买了背包给我告诉我
重量要平横
这样才不会辛苦

一年前的今天
我们在闲逛着
牵着你的手
聆听你的心跳声
我知道有你在我身边
世界在我脚下

今年的今天
我们是朋友
把记忆埋在彩虹下
心里依然有对方
但不一样了。

有你的未来

2008-01-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

和你一起的回忆
牵着泪光望着无味的爱情
等着渴望着爱情复活的一天

二月十四日零四年
在游乐场里荡秋千
望着你那三眼皮的双眼
听着被爱情触动的心跳声
我们都知道这是爱

我的放弃使你哭泣。
这就是爱情最煎熬的段落吗？
尝试走向自己的未来
但最后还是渴望你的拥抱
为什么还是你？

努力追回自己的幸福
痛苦的接纳你种种的对待
你说爱我但不能从来
为什么我那么不可爱
明知道不应该却老是和你闹别扭
真得很不可爱难怪得不到你爱

我领悟了知道了
我会乖乖的只做你的女孩
要爱要大胆说出来
捧着笑脸争取自己的未来

今天的我许了一个愿
愿里有我有你有未来

完美作品

2008-01-27T10:53:00.000+08:00

夏天的落叶一片一片掉落
扑满了地中海的面积
金星女神落了一滴泪
盼望着和你续缘的那天

旋转木马唱着
小丑微笑了
像萨斯比亚的完美作品
想相爱太难
你是佛知道在这宇宙的莫一个角落
有个深爱你的我

盲目的在迷宫里寻找
一颗爱情的种子
祈祷在月桂女神的金光下
它会慢慢发芽
用被遗弃的眼泪
加上清晨的露珠
浇种愿它快点开花

放了全部的心思
想争取你的心
期待等待我忍耐
我相信小精灵会把我颗爱你的心传给你
勇敢的蹦向花开满地的未来

我对你说

2008-01-17T11:05:00.000+08:00

你说你不好
说你还没准备好
说你没能力
所以不能和我在一起

说要我寻找别的王子
说要我放弃
说你不值得
其实你不懂我的心

说我走，你回舍不得
但却要我幸福
说爱我，对我有感觉
但不像谈恋爱

我是等待还是忍耐
爱着你的痛
对你的期待
都是无可取代

只有我才是值得你爱
只有我能做你背后的女人
只有我的爱
只有我。

where's my prince!

2008-01-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

its 2008, so much happened in 2007.. too much drama.. i’m turning 22 this yr and i’m seriously worried!! WHEN WILl I FIND MY PRiNCE?! WHERE IS HE?! dots..
why am i still strung to u?
how long more do i have to wait?
why cant u grow up fast?
why cant u be prince material?
can you be more sensitive?
i’m sick of waiting bt i cant help it..
i shall let things go naturally..
waiting for my PTB to cure my heart from ur poison..

和你一起的回忆
牵着泪光望着无味的爱情
等着渴望着爱情复活的一天

二月十四日零四年
在游乐场里荡秋千
望着你那三眼皮的双眼
听着被爱情触动的心跳声
我们都知道这是爱

我的放弃使你哭泣。
这就是爱情最煎熬的段落吗？
尝试走向自己的未来
但最后还是渴望你的拥抱
为什么还是你？

努力追回自己的幸福
痛苦的接纳你种种的对待
你说爱我但不能从来
为什么我那么不可爱
明知道不应该却老是和你闹别扭
真得很不可爱难怪得不到你爱

我领悟了知道了
我会乖乖的只做你的女孩
要爱要大胆说出来
捧着笑脸争取自己的未来

今天的我许了一个愿
只有你才能让我的愿望实现
愿里有你有我由未来。

wish upon a star

2007-07-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

alive dead reborn
its you me and you
south wind turns to north
things arent the same anymore.

dying sunflower in the middle of swampy mangrooves
surrounded by darkness and spells.
nowhere to go, nowhere to turn.
no one to turn to.

gentle prince of enchanted night
come and go as please
petals dropping, seeds rotting.
losing its charm.
wishing prince will b there again
giving a drop of sunset dew.

pondering and wondering
when will this tale end.
cast away or return
no one knows
sorrows loneliness bitter sweet secrets
why does the world move so slow.
when will my prince return.
will he ever return.

toyed and cast away
hopes of surviving given and taken
why is the world so cruel
why is human mind so complicated
a decision throughly thought through
but till when no one knows.

waiting wondering hoping wishing
crying tearing through the night skies
why is fate so tough to handle
why is it this way
random particles of life loiter
but cure is stil far away
useless to the roots useless to the soil.
might do better for some other.

vanished

2007-05-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

ok get lost, i dun care, watever.
hang up my call. broken promises. stood up dates.
you did them all.
do you ever care?
no. you dont.

now that i am gone,
is life better?
my clothes gone from your room.
my belongings vanished.
it looks empty doesnt it.
is tt good?

everytime you chase me away,
i clinged on tight..
but you know, even ropes will eventually let go..
you pierce through it with your words,
words that tore me up..
do you even know?
when i told you,
do you even care?

wonderful and sweet times there are..
bt a relationship like this cant go on.
cos i'm broken.. ignore the strong front.
do you know how many times i teared at night.
teared to my frens and your frens?
cos i felt so alone, felt so empty.
sadness and sorrows..

all the memories wil b kept in my heart.
they shall lie there and b locked up with a golden heart.
this life i shared part of it with you..
and i don't regret a bit and i hope you don't too..
i will always remember the day you kissed me on the escalator on 28th dec 2003..
making my cheeks chimson red..
just like how look eyes look like now.. blood red.
days with you will always b treasure..
our love will nv go to waste.

i loved you
and you know it
i'll always have you in my heart
and hope that you know it
treat me as a friend.
a good friend cos there's probably no one out there who understands you as i do.
just like there's no one out there who understands me as you do.

me and you.
ivy and bernard.

closing

2007-04-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

blog is dead.

preserve the history n past.

moving on the the sunshine after downpour.

having a new blog soon.. :) if i have time... =x

2006-11-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

love you! muackz to my precious bitbit!!!

2006-11-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

me my sis n the cutest thing on earth =)

2006-10-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

confused

whirlpool

doomed

2006-10-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

my korean god =)

2006-10-03T16:38:00.000+08:00

pro senery =D

2006-10-03T16:35:00.000+08:00

ger's giant blue black.. muz collect entrance fee frm ppl who wanna catch this rare sight =D

2006-10-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

the idiots (except for ber) who willingly risk their life =)

2006-10-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

cute ah meng tt we saw in dusit zoo =)

2006-07-03T21:43:00.001+08:00

ger n chukiat.. at the bar in phatpong

2006-07-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

us at the steamboat place on day1..

2006-07-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

me ger n chukiat at the liveband bar in phatpong =)

Bangkok Day03

2006-07-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

3rd day Friday
woke up early in the morning and had wonderful breakfast..
chukiat drop us off at platinum to change money
den we walk over to "platunum" ourselves..
the previous day, ger bought the yellow "we love our king" t-shirt for 100baht..
n today we saw the exact same t-shirt for only 99baht..
n its without barginning..
ger was damn sian diao cos of the bargining tt she did..
reali waste of her time n saliva lor.. stupid shop keeper..
talk like they make a lost lidat..
n the worse part is chukiat told us tt his hse manufacture these clothes!! dots
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the prices at "platunam" were so cheap tt we can buy lotsa things
in the same design bt different colour..the place sells things in wholesale prices..
we can get tops for 50baht provided we buy 3 pieces and above..
n the place is so big la.. bt the dumbest thing is tt the shops closed very early..
like at 3pm, there are shops starting to close
and stupid shop keepers will chase us out of the shop! -.-"
we shop till about 4+pm den we took a cab back to chukiat's hse..
he is already waiting at hme for us liao..
we were caught in a traffic jam n the stupid perverts on bikes
bend their head to look into our cab window..
its so damn obvious lor.. we wanna open the cab door and knock their bikes over sia..
stupid damn perverts.. nv see girls in their whole life i think.
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we had dinner in chukiat's hse.. all prepared by his cook..
the food was damn nice la!!
got my FAV UNAGI!! TOMYAM SOUP!! FRIED CHICKEN!!
n alot of other dishes.. everything was so well cooked la! =D
the worse part of the trip was, phy n i came our thing..
she went into the toi n later came out digging for her stuff
n complaining how sway she was..
den later when the other toilet was vacant,
i went in and came out same expression -.-"
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after dinner, chukiat finally gave us toilet paper for our shitting..
*his hse toilet dun even haf a single roll of toilet paper..
which makes me ger n eve doomed!
cos we depend heavily on tt to shit..
unlike tt pig, she uses freaking spray and spray on her ass which i got no idea how to*
me n ger went up to put the toilet paper and also to get our stuff..
once in the toilet fixing the toilet paper to the holder,
ger felt the urged to shit despite of a few days of not shitting..
lolz.. i was suaning her and teasing her about it..
but after she came out of the toilet, i went in to lay layers of tissue on my pad..
and also ended up shitting cos the stupid toilet paper gives me the "feeling" -.-"
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after tt, chukiat's fren - yourcallguy,
brought us to Khaosarn to check on the fake ICs thingy..
bt the freaking thing cost 1k baht at one stall and 600baht at the other..
which freaks me out..
cos i heard chukiat saying tt it cost about 100baht only..
which is y i was enthu bout it at first..so in the end, we did not make it..
n yourcallguy drop us off at BTS for us to take "MRT"
we use the old mrt cards instead of ezlink card look alikes..
*should propose the ezlink card idea to the king*
we went to "phat pong" after tt,
though i can see the unwillingness on chukiat's face
bt i was really enthu at seeing ren yaos!! haha..
n of cos, thai girl shows! so curious!
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once we reach there, chukiat was harrassed by pimps
who is trying to lure him into the tiger's den..
showing him lotsa pics of naked girls in weird pose
such as ping pong, pussy etc.. haha..
so its of cos our duty to step forward and rescue him =)
there were this long stretch of "clubs"
where you can see bikini clad "girls" dancing and prancing on the bar top..
they were all so beautiful la!
to the extend tt u reali cant imagine tt they r actually guys! *frowns*
so in the end, we ask chukiat, which thai girl show is better, can we go see it?
his response "can we not watch thai girl show?"
with a puppy dog expression.. haha! so funni la..
so we decided to forgo the thai girl show
and went to a normal bar with terrific live band n cheap drinks.
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phy ger eve n chukiat went dancing while i stay seated and look after their bags etc..
i was trying hard not to look at the ang moh and the thai girl
while they flirted with each other..
tt ang moh was staring down into her clevage while they dance together..
n i was trying not to make is obvious tt i was looking at what happened..
bt i failed =( tt thai girl saw me staring at them..
and she pick up her tiger beer bottle
and wanna pour it into my bacardi breezer!
i was so scared la.. i tot she wants to drug me of something lidat..
i immediately snatch my bottle off the table
and say no no no no no with a very shocked expression..
den she look at me like i am going nuts..
den she did the same action againn
i kip trying to tell her tt i stil got alcohol in my bottle
so i dowan her tiger! n said no no no no again..
den she tried to pour her tiger again n i kip repeating myself.. =(
i was so scared lor.. *sobs*
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den her fren beside her told me tt she's trying to knock my bottle only..
as in cheers..n i felt so stupid.. i kept telling her sorry etc.. haha..
she said she see me sit there alone like very bored..
tt's y try to brighten me up abit..-.-" stupid me.. haiz..
i tink i can be the locker counter
for ppl to put their bags when they are dancing..
another ang moh ask me if i can help him look after his "girlfriend's" bag..
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lolz.. after eve phy ger n chukiat done with their dancing,
we took a cab back hme..
bt those stupid cabs only wanna pick up angmoh
who will pay them lotsa money!
n chukiat with his traditional thai accent gt no luck in getting one..
so we hafta make ger memorise how to say chukiat's address in thai
and get her to flag a cab! haha..in the end we manage to get one..
bt the price is 100baht to his hse!
which normally cost below 50baht only..
bt what to do, else we will be stranded there.. haiz..
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after we reached his hse, in the middle of the hall,
me n phy saw a bunch of keys and thought tt chukiat dropped them
so kindly, we pick them up and brought it upstairs for him..
n he said tt it's suppose to be there..
in the middle on the hall floor..
he said tt his dad left them there so as to make it easier to open doors in the morning..
so interesting la.. we were like "where got ppl who wil do things lidat de" lolz
we bathed and pack our luggage and slp lor..
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eve got a big problem..
she likes to slp in the middle of the bed which is not hers,
and later wake up and walk back to her original bed and slp when we were all awake.
when we decided to slp and off the lights,
she woke up and pack her luggage -.-"
qoute eve "i have the determination that u all dun haf"
qoute phy "u have the siaoness that we dun haf"
=)

2006-07-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

chukiat's hse =)

2006-07-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

taxi(S) in bangkok

2006-07-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

the next car on my shopping list..

2006-07-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

tt's my car.. nice? =)

Bangkok Day02

2006-07-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

2nd day, Thursday..
ger was our alarm clock in the morning.. she is nuts..
she will prance around the room n disturb everyone..
so i made a rule saying tt she will wake phy n eve up first..
and only until the toilet is free to use den only she wake me up..
this is so tt i wun wake up for nth.. =x
phy n eve take eons to bathe.. n phy will die if she did not bathe!!
(so waste water shampoo n soap)
so every morning, i'm the last to wake up =D haha..
bt stil my sleep was disturb by the stupid tv -.-"
we had wonderful breakfast in chukiat's hse, all prepared by his cook..
the layout of dishes was so NOT breakfast la.. more like dinner..
haha..tink yuan will haf a blast there.. no no..
i tink birdy will like it more..
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chukiat also forces us to let his laundry maids wash our clothes..
so cool la.. i bring lotsa zip lock bags to keep my dirty clothes lor..
in the end, we all haf clean clothes to wear =)
n they wash damn fast la!!
after breakfast all the clothes r washed and dry liao lor!
at the dining area, we play with chukiat's niece.. ying ying..
she is so chubby! look like la bi xiao xin!! haha.. so cute la.. =D
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chukiat drop us at Siam Paragon while he go to his uni..
we went walk walk around tt place lor..got car show la!
ferrari, lamborghini, porsche etc.. super nice la!!
we took lotsa pics there.. oh ya n i forget to mention..
the taxis in bangkok are damn colourful la!!
my all time fav is the brazil cab..
its the first cab which i saw n the colour is bright yellow and green!
so brazilish rite? =D
there are pink cabs, bright blue cabs, orange cabs, purple cabs etc..
i was so fascinated by the multi colours cab
so i took down a pic of every colour tt i saw..
n thus, in the end, half of the pics i haf in my cam are cars,
cool cars frm the car show n colourful cars frm the streets..
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next, we went to siam center to buy levis.. n eve n ger hafta change money..
after trying on tons n tons of levis jeans,
i stil cant find a single one tt i will fall totally in love with..
i am sooo dead.. i hate my stupid butt.. cos of tt, no jeans fits me!!! >.< sobs =(
so in the end, i decided to get a pair for ber instead..
since he told me help him look out for jeans..
phy took the last pair of 505 31inch..
cos the cutting is smaller so we hafta get 31.. poor ber ber got no jeans =(
heng eve say MBK got levis too.. so we went there next lor..
the prices there are ex compare to "platunam"
(remind me to ask phy for correct spelling)
i finally get ber's levis there le..
he's so gonna love it n wil stop wearing tt 512 tt i bought eras ago =)
i saw chicken bag!! got PINK!! >.< bt its 1.2k baht..
its CHEAP bt ex too cos i dun intend to spend all my money in juz 1 day =(
so i decided to live without it.. will look out for other bags lor..
poor pink chicken bag.. its gonna miss me so much!
gonna get it the next time i go there..
"chicky, wait for me k? muackz =)"
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ger was so fascinated by the fact tt ppl are wearing bright yellow shirts
with the print "we love our king" around in thailand..
to the extend tt she bought 2 tops.. one for her, one for steffy..
the lady wanna sell her for 199baht each bt we all think tt's ex lor..
so ger bargin with her lor.. n in the end, she get 100baht for each..
eve saw jerseys bt was too ex.. as in compare to prices in thailand..
heng she nv buy sia.. if nt she will kill herself liao..
me n phy bought crown belts for 170baht each.. nice lor!! haha..
it was so cheap compared to the prices in spore..
ex til can shop head n die..bt the ppl in thailand were so rude..
we reall bth them sia..one bitch took phy's shoes away..
so phy decide not to buy them though she love them..
n alot of bitches push us or bump into us like nth lidat..
they dunno hw to say excuse me or say sorry or wad lor..
dun even look sorry at all.. push push push.. DOTS.
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after MBK, we went opposite, that's where we got our university uniforms.. =)
we saw so many students walking around in their uni..
its a white blouse n black skirt..
any black skirt will do, pleated, slits, micromini short ones etc..
they can wear platforms, sandals, heels n any kind of belts to sch too!
their uniforms look so nice tt we go n buy for ourselves =) haha..
n we told chukiat later tt we buy juz so tt we can enter his uni campus..
he was so shocked tt we actually went to buy them la.. lolz..
we saw cheap earrings there too.. 15baht each!!
which means only a few cents in sgd!n the earrings are all so cute!!
i should haf buy more.. haiz.. damn my allegic ears.. stupid ears >.<
later we went down n waited for chukiat to come pick us up..
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we walk around tt area n bought more things too.. haha..
they bought slippers for only 45baht.. n tt exact slipper cost S$5!!!
to tink tt i actually find tt S$5 is cheap.. puiit!
*exchange rate - 23.8 : 1sgd* therefore 45baht = S$1.90 ONLY!! -.-"
me n ger oso each got ourselves a black n white dress..
phy saw it first bt i buy it >.< i love it!
bt tink i hafta buy a waist belt to go with it cos i find the ribbon for it kinda thin..
it will look nice with heels n long hair =)
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we shop until chukiat came n bring us to sarn lum for dinner..
we ate traditional thai food and watch soccer =p haha..
the place was so big.. there are beer girls walking everywhere..
after tt, we went to the nite bazzar n tt's where i found the light balls!!
so damn nice la.. its the exact kinda things u die oso can find in spore de..
n oso the exact kind tt even if u can get in spore,
it will cost like S$20 - 30 bucks or even more!!
bt in thailand, its only 200 baht! i bought a brown one..
it will go so well with my room la.. =) love it!
i oso get a tigger cup for berber.. cos he really needs more cups in his hse..
the guy help me look for a tigger one even though i left the shop liao..
its a original disney mug n its only 50baht so i might as well buy it lor..
i saw a white dress tt cost 600baht..
tt's the lowest price tt the lady will go..so sad lor..
cos i like it alot.. its so my kind.. bt 600baht is ex la..
so forget it =(
we stay at the nite bazzar till 1am until the shops starts closing den only we went back..
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sleep and get ready for the next day =)

Bangkok Day01

2006-07-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

i'm forced to blog this to prevent phy's constantly pestering..
that lazy bum dowan to blog herself -.-"

14th june 2006, me phy ger n eve went to thailand together =)
our first trip via airplane..
on the day itself, phy came by in cab n pick me n ger up n off to the airport we go =)
eve join us later in the airport n we haf lunch in the food court together..
there were patrol dogs walking around in the airport..
n of cos, they were on leash bt timid phyphy was so scared of them!
to the extend tt when one dog walk pass us, she pull me away frm me n said "ivy!! DOG!"
lolz.. like i was scared of them lidat.. haha.. she damn funni la! lolz
we happily walk around, check in n shop at the duty free area..
phy bought liqour for marcus n ger bought dom for her mom..
as for me, i bought 10packs of cigarette for my one n only darling monkey =)
it cost only $20.30 lor! outside is selling it for 11bucks for ONE pack!!
n nw i am buying TEN packs for only 20.30!! can u believe it!! >.< baileys =)
*n so, the plane takes off, n ivy had earache, swallowing gallons of saliva n yawning all the time n eating candys non stop*

once we reach bangkok airport, we were like "omg, we are in bangkok already?"

haha.. =D

i turn on my hp, n immediately when i haf reception,

i receive a sweet msg frm my berber monkey!! =)

omg he is so thoughtful la.. *blushes n smiles sweetly*

we proceed to the counter to let the lady check our passports etc, n even took a photo!

lolz.. its a must to take picture at the counter, dunno wat is it for.. lolz

ger even smile at the camera! haha..

we were also forced to write down address of the place we were going to stay..

bt non of us know chukiat's add!so in the end,

phy remember he stay near chaopraya river n tt's wad she wrote..

me ger n eve only wrote chaopraya.. cos we dun stay in a river.. haha

phy can live there with all the muddy fishes, her beloved crabs and crocodiles

(they taste delicious) *winks*

we then go to the arival hall there to get our luggages,

ger gt a hard time finding her luggage as so many ppl haf the same one as her!

in the end, she hafta take down luggage tt she THINKS is hers,

n try the combination lock to check if its REALLY hers.. lolz

mine is the easiest to locate la.. its YELLOW! no one haf yellow luggage =)

after getting all our stuff, we went out n meet chukiat le..

he had his driver with him to drive us all back to his hse..

n he had plans for the night too.. treating us to eat steam boat! haha..

p/s. phy hates steamboat =p

once we reach chukiat's hse, we were all amaze by the size of his hse..

there are 6storeys all together bt he say there are only 5,

bt to us, as long as you hafta walk up a flight of stairs, its consider as one lor..

we took the ancient elevator up to his room.. trust me when i say ancient..

since when u see a elevator that has DOORS for u to open b4 u took it..

its pretty eerie >.<

chukiat's room is BIG! its actually 2 rooms combine into one..

there is tv, dvd player etc, n even a drum set in his room!!

2 king size beds too!we hurry up put our stuff n go downstairs to prepare for steamboat!

our first meal in thailand =)

we reached the steamboat place, chukiat's frens are already there..

he told us tt there's only bout 5 of them

bt his frens juz kept coming non stop until there's a table full!

bt nvm cos we were sitting at another table..

we ordered lotsa food to put into our little soup pot,

n phy especially love the GREEN noodles..

she is the one in charge of cooking it.. serving us non stop with green noodles..

btw, the soup turn green too.. we were like eating vegetarian food cos of the colour.. haha

the amount of food we ate was ALOT!

can imagine chukiat's wallet going flat after tt..

we dun mean for him to treat us bt he said he wanna treat our first meal there.. so ok lor..

after steamboat, we went to swensens.. i was like, "swensens?!"

bt the swensens in thailand was so cheap tt i can eat it everyday after every meal!!

poor chukiat dowan any icecream n we figure tt its cos of the ex steamboat tt we had b4..

so we pool in money n treat him to a nice glass of ice cream! =)

after tt, we went back to his hse n made plans for the next day..

n i can imagine berber's face when he knew i ate so much.. he wil say.....

"dear, lidat u come back sure 50kg liao.. =x" =p

back in chukiat hse, we were deciding who slp where with who etc..

there are 2 king size beds in each section of the room..

one we named it tv bed cos its facing the tv..

the other, we named it unwanted bed cos non of us wanna slp there..

so in the end, we had to draw lots to decide on who is slping where..

me n eve get the tv bed..

bt due to ger n phy's constant and unbearable complaining and nagging,

i decided to try the unwanted bed n hopefully find something nice about it so tt i wil slp there..

so i bounce onto the bed and roll here n there..

n i had a mega find!! the pillows r more fluffy! n it had a silky blanket!! =D

so in the end, me n phy slp on the unwanted bed lor..

n i oso steal the bolster over frm the tv bed =p

hunny buns

2006-06-01T17:26:00.000+08:00

my baby is bad.. he's suppose to be on field camp today till friday..
he msg me lots in the monring to make up for the lack of msg when he's in field camp..
suddenly at 4pm, he msg me, saying he fractured his leg..
n tt he's in medical center now.. n going to hospital later..
i panic n run out to the living room to phone him though my mom n her frens are there..
den he said he cant walk, he's on wheel chair nw..
he said he will be going to tan tock seng hospital later..
i told him i'll go there mit him n brin him hme n take care of him..
n he suddenly said "field camp cancel"
i could not hear properly due to the noise in the background..
so i ask him again.. he said it again bt i failed to hear..
den he said "i'm gonna play soccer now"
den i ask him "ur leg lidat hw to play!!!!"
n he was laughing n say he bluff me... DOTS.. tt baka baby..

n this isn't the first time he tricked me.. -.-"
next time i shall get brianna to help me msg him saying i fell down the stairs.
=) serves him right. >.<

filmed phy the other day.. lolz.. she's nt bad la.. haha.. talk smoothly etc.. =)
made me spects later.. weee it's dark purple.. nice nice orh!! =D
wasn't feeling well on wed morning.. =(
so nv go sch on thu lor.. throat pain, body aching, nose running non stop..
gt slight fever.. bt i stil went on wed to do editing =)
cos i couldn throw little banana there to do everything herself
i noe she will tug her hair out >.<

i'm flying to thailand in 13days time..
so fast rite? hahahahahahaha!
june 14th to june 21st.. lodging is provided lor!!
lolz.. shiok dao siao! bt hope parents gimme enough money to shop lor..
thx to ger's visa tt makes everything come true! =)

baby's pop is on june 8th..
hope he is 8 to 5 everyday after tt =)
den lidat i can spend his bday with him on 22nd itself..
he's gonna get lotsa presents from thailand! =)
i gonna pamper him like a little price ^^

kbox later

2006-05-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

later miting baby at his hse den go kbox le!! sing sing! =D haha
seldom blog nowadays.. too lazy lor..
sch start le.. so sianz.. need go sch.. haiz.. =(
same class as brianna for preschi n docpro.. so good good lor.. ^^

last weekend dear bring me go eat steamfish =D
he bring me out for dinner.. ask me where i wanna go..
i juz suggest coffee shops lor.. dowan waste money ma..
den he bring me go eat steam fish!!! weee!!! damn big n nice la! =D
he noes i super gian the fish lor..
my baby is so sweet!! lotsa muackz to him =D

i love voodoominis!!!!
spore nw den gt.. haiz.. slow sia.. msia gt it damn long ago le..
bt msia sell rm17.90 lor.. spore only sell sgd5.90 (rm bout 13)
which is y i wanna buy in spore!
haiz.. if i got the money, i will buy the whole set lor..
hope they come out with big voodoo dolls.. damn cute can!
gonna psycho my baby buy 1 for me *winks* =D

its raining

2006-04-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

stop blogging for damn long time.. nth to blog, lazy etc..
busy mapling.. me n dear lvl 6x liao.. finally!!
gonna be lvl7x soon.. n we will be crusaders instead of fighters =)
muackz to dear to nv fails to make me smile whenever i see him..
dear is posted to medic course..
ppl may say wad gay or nurse etc.. bt to me, medic is good..
at least dear learn something useful..
n will help in his career when he pass out =)
to those who kip saying nurse n gay stuff hor..
hope they kenna their ideal "GOOD" course.. those chiong sua de..
den pass out liao.. learn nth except for exercise.. let them go be rice bucket!

maple was ok.. i get my mood back liao.. wun slack n nv train le..
miao acc tio hack.. haiz.. ke lian lor..
he lvl 9x liao leh.. ting oso.. n jing is 10x le! wth!
poor miao.. i tink is his uncle hack de.. bt he trust tt guy so much..
he dun believe tt he will hack his acc..
bt who else will hack? his uncle is the only ass tt noe both pw of his acc
n both acc tio hack.. isn't tt obvious who did it liao? haiz..

chalet will be on 28 29 30..
celebrate lunny's bday n rek's farewell..
haiz.. phy gonna be sad de.. sure.. confirm..
tinking of it.. i stil can feel hw i felt tt time when ber is going in..
the thought brings tears to my eyes.. it was so sad
knowing tt i still can see him during the weekends doesn't help..
is the scene.. sending him off.. saying bye bye.. giving him las hug..
knowing both our lifestyle will change..
valentine's day.. anniversaries.. bdays.. all gone..
all plans gone.. no holidays together.. no touring together..
no nothing together..
couple celebrate their anniversaries on the day itself..
walk hand in hand during vday..
what am i doing? sitting n slacking at home.. tinking bout him..
ya.. i am jealous.. i wun deny..
bt i always hold back the tears, act happy..
n celebrate everything belated.. bt wad's the point?
i miss him.

went with dear to hiddenleaf gathering at marina the other day..
met some of hl members lor..
well, i am this may sound bitchy bt i dun care..
i went n smile at everyone, look nice n sweet n friendly..
n also to show tt dayun tt i look better den her, figure better etc..
make her realise that i no need to flirt like her n guys will complement me.
will auto try to talk to me after they see me etc..
as for her, well, no guys wanted to talk to her la! >.< haha..
it was pretty funny la.. cos everyone there say i look 15/16!!!
wth!! n also say ber shuai , look fierce.. lolz! so funni..
n discussing my age is like one of the most interesting thing to them!
karine stun when i told her i am older den her!
she was like "WTF! u dun bluff! u confirm younger de.."
haha.. think is gd to look young ba..
bt i wan better figure!! height. boobs. etc.
miao n muaa both say they tio con by ting.. say no chio bu to see..
lolz.. n they say the two chio ones are attached!! which is me n ting la..
haha.. base on the rest of the girls there, i agree with them.. =x
bt its funny seeing hw muaa n miao complain bout everything..
the two despos!! >.<

ting show me xianglin's frenster link.. and i am like.. WTH!
xianglin used to be this chao ah lian.. fat n tomboyish de..
n now, she evolve to some chio bu!!
tall, slim, chio!! n OLDER den me!
walao.. dunno wad happen to her la!! so jealous!!
mom say i can do wadever i wan to my hair after poly..
ok goody.. can finally do something to my boring hair..
ya n tt time, i will exercise to burn fats!!
i dowan my fatty tummy liao.. argh!

ger came over the other day..
we went shopping n zoo!!
haha.. zoo was fun la.. nt exactly no animals..
gt tigers, lions, elephants, monkeys, etc.. nice la =)
n the admission is only rm2!!
shopping was good!
bought 2 pairs of shoes.. 1 platforms n 1 comfy pink flats..
get myself a white skirt.. so cute! ger oso like it.. say it suit me..
get a white top for dear =) long sleeve de..
hope he will like it ba =)
also get myself a blue top.. bt the sleeve i dun really like..
looks different on the hanger n on me.. hmm..
i've to figure out a way to make it look nicer lor..

go maple le.. =)

ponders*

2006-02-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

watched fd 3 with dear..
bought him converse slippers that cost me $50!
bt poor baby gt no slippers after some idiot stole his..
n we are going sentosa tis sat.. so gotta get him a pair..
n the pair that i got for him is the one he wanted since a few yrs back!
cool! i tot the design is gone.. damn heng to find it lor! =D

news bout tammynyp is all around..
that poor girl.. i dunno hw she's gonna face ppl around her.. her future friend, boyfriends, boyfriend's parents etc..
wad she did was her own business and i am certain that there are ppl doing it too..
bt the prob is that those ppl aren't as unlucky as her..
hp get stolen/lost.. n videos goes online..
worse thing is if its a quiet matter, things wun be that bad..
bt nw the whole world knows bout it..
downloading her videos and watching them..
meaning looking at her body, hw she haf sex etc..
its SUPPOSE to be a private matter!!
she is not in the wrong.. she is just careless..
the one that is wrong is the person who stole her phone n put the contents up online.

shooting star

2006-02-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

vday is coming n baby is in army.. =(
planned to go celebrate this coming sat de..
bt phy they all wanna go bai nian.. n i dowan dear to miss out on tt..
so i agreed to postpone the celebration to next week..
bt who noes, next week is yuan's bday celebration..
so meaning my vday celebration kenna postpone AGAIN..
the history is repeating..
juz like my 2yr anniversary..
dots........

this sem is ending.. n i am LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!
who wi love sch lidat.. haiz..
hope all my projs goes well..
i bought a panda in maple for both myself n dear..
change our hair too..
so kawaii!! haha.. nw gt wedding system liao..
meaning sky8 and babyunagi can finally get married..
bt dun tink wil haf the chance cos when ber is out of camp,
i'm in his hse with him.. so cant party cos only gt 1 com..
sadddddd....

vday, gonna go out with ger, eve, lun, miao..
members from ger's newly founded SUCK club..
dots.. i am juz a temporary member get dragged into it by ger..
gonna haf fish n co at glass hse..
n ger's gonna book the place =) haha.. hope i enjoy ba..
bought a pants for dear.. think he wil like it ba..
i seriously tink it looks nice! n even ger n phy says so! haha..
dunno wad dear buys for me.. hee hee.. *ponders*

nw i'm in sch.. which explain the reason of this entry..
cos i'm, juz so bored!! =(
i'm broke after the shopping trip for dear's vday pressie..
eh.. cos i buy myself a $33 top shop dress/top.. its on 50% off!!
so i wun feel guilty buying it.. =)
phy bought the same dress too.. haha.. n the reason y its a dress/top is cos both me n phy r too short for it.. so the top can be wore as a dress on us!
bt if we pull the straps higher den it wil turn into a top.. cool huh? =)
bt isn't tt amazing? $33 for a top AND a dress from topshop? cool! haha
gonna wear it on my belated vday with dear..
=) hope to see my baby soon..
looking forward to chat with him on phone tonight!! ^^
muackz honey~~

little usagi

2006-01-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

i learnt a new word.. usagi meaning rabbit in jap.. =)

didn't blogg for a damn long time..
lazy =x n no time.. cos busy doing other things..

watched memoirs of a geisha with dear today b4 he book in..
was pretty interesting =) i love it!
guess dear didn't enjoy it as much as i do..
hmm.. it wasn't really a guy kinda thing so nvm ba =)
underworld evolution is coming out.. so do FD3!
those 2 show dear sure like de ^^

sch life was pretty much the same..
just tt the sem is gonna be over and my hols r coming!
was praying rather hard tt it wil come fast..
life was pretty much the same too..
there's no dear except for weekends as usual..
helped dear buy some clothes for new yr
he love it! haha.. he no longer complain tt i buy weird clothes anymore..
good good.. means my taste become better =)

dear got me my brown op skirt! haha..
he treat me seoul and ajisen the other day.. sweet of him =)
was waiting for everyday to pass fast so tt weekend could come sooner..
life definately isn't easy without him by my side..
even though i stil can talk to him on the phone etc
bt tt's only at night.. =(

ger's hammies gave birth.. haha..
the babies so cute! bt they bite =x ouch!
i miss me fanqie and la jiao and bitbit..
fanqie ran away.. i wonder hw she's doing nw..
is she adopted by a family or is she with lajiao n bitbit?
she's ber's fav.. a naughty and mischevious little thing.
always bulling lajiao.. bt they look super cute together..
i regret nt letting fanqie noe tt i love her as much as lajiao..
lajiao died.. sick.. he bleed.. and there's no one there for him..
me n ber reach hme a little too late to save him..
when we reach there, he's already bleeding all over the cage..
too weak to even eat n drink.
we wash away all the blood and clean his anal area..
to prevent germs frm attacking him..
he look so fragil and cold.. my lively little pet is gone..
at least he passed away peacefully and join bitbit..
we did our best to save him bt failed..
bt stil, we tired..
bitbit is also sick when she pass away..
i was sobbing pretty hard when i c her..
i love bitbit alot.. from the first time i saw her in the shop..
i knew i wanted her.
no other rabbits ever capture my heart bitbit does..

i miss them..
i miss ber..

lazy monkeyi

2005-12-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for a damn long time =x
laptop gone for weeks!!! damn it.. so boring.. haiz..
hate my everyday studying n no dear dear life.. sux to the core.

dear's pop is dec 7th.. n frm tt day till 19th, i'm in his hse =D
errr.. not everyday though, cos there's a few days when he gotta book in again..
n 2 more days when he went to his ns chalet.. aka, guys paradise -.-"
so tt few days, went to stay in my ger ger hse lor..
play with her hammies..
help her carry her blackie cos she's scared tt it wil bite her =x
"blackie is cuter den tt white monster =x"

btw i noe hw to develope photos n negatives ^^ haha.. fun!

hmm.. watched Chicken Little and King Kong..
king kong, me n dear n phy n rek n lun n yuan n chinloon watched it together..
it's damn touching la!
king kong so damn cute!! omg.. hw i wish i gt a monkey like him =x
dear to me "dun b lame.. siao"
ate sushi oso.. finally my unagis are back!! yum yum! =D

dear bought me a backpack cos he say i shouldnt carry my laptop with a sling bag..
=) so sweet of him lor.. haha..
i oso bought a backpack for him..
cos he say he need one since nw he's no longer in tekong liao..
no need carry tt ugly field bag..
(personally i find it cute n i dun mind carrying it to sch =x)
dear to me "dun b lame.. tt's SAF property.. cannot anyhow use de"

ask me if i wanna be with my dear forever..
i wun hesitate to reply "yes"
i dunno y.. i'm totally in love with him..
there's no space for anyone else..
nw tt he's in army.. and i can only see him during weekends,
i couldn't stop thinking bout him..
recalling back all the memories we had together..
and everything we had gone through..
what is it tt brought us together? fate?
i dunno.. just dun wish to think too much..
hope me n dear wil be together forever ba =)

miss baby

2005-11-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for a long time le..
lazy to type so put in point form lor..

- sch sux.. so sianz
- need buy big n bulky n black camera
- stayed at shu's hse

* sat went to pasir ris to mit dear
* sat nite, went to geylang to eat
* saw lotsa prostitutes.. some really young n chio de..
* bought abercrombie jacket n denim skirt
* dear say my jacket nice!! =D
* bought a shirt for dear =) sleeveless de
* finally found my make up bag!!! =D
* put on make up for dear to c
* dear say i look nice =D bt say i nv put oso nice =D
* went to mit his army frens to play pool
* dear so toot! cant find tt place when it's just beside! =x haha
* his frens wanna c hw i look like n hw small i am -.-"
* conclusion : they are nice ppl =D n dear rox in pool!!! yay!
* sunday send dear to pasir ris =)
* his dad drive us there.. we sit behind the pick up.. so windy! shiok!
* dear nt happy i go shu's hse stay.. he worried bout me cos shu's hse except for her, the rest r all guys..
* so maybe i going ger's hse =)

2005-11-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

Preppy! You love to talk and are very talkative.
And sometimes, you like your skirt short and
flirty.

What Kind of School Girl Are You?

baby i need u

2005-11-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

sch is starting..
sux.. i hate it..
having go back to face all those sucky mass commers..
n tt clarice change her no.
so i cant contact her ask her be in the same group as me..
n nw she tell me she got a group liao.. wth
so i am stuck with all the suckers?!
i hate it.
i hate sch.
i hate them.

going to shu's place to stay on tue n wed..
wed gonna be a hard n tough day in sch.
y? cos i am stuck with ppl i dun like.
n those ppl whom i like, maybe gt groups etc liao.
i always so sway?!
sch haven really start n i am dreading it.
some ppl r excited over sch starting
cos can c their frens n hang out n slack etc..
mass com?? slack?? hang out?? lunch??
all these words dun even link.

i dowan be a poser like them.
be so yaya, go sch MUST wear perfect make up.
nails muz be well done.. manicure etc..
clothes all branded.
bags all small small n branded.
die die dowan bring laptop even for projs
cos lappy is too heavy n will break their bones.
talk in slanged english n proud that their chinese sux.
n saying those ppl who speak chinese r cheena.

where is my dear when i need him nw?
need him here to tell me to endure n live with it.
after few mths will be ok liao.
heck them.. juz do my part n heck them.
tell me tt i muz be strong..
dun let those suckers bully me.
i need my dear..

gd luck hunny!!

2005-11-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

went to ger's place last sat..
got me phy ger n eve lor =)
mi n eve waited for phy at yewtee..
tt pig in rek's hse ma..
den rek DROVE ur to ger's place.. =D

went over to eve's hse the next day..
slp til night =D haha..
rape her lappy n she raped mine..
ate her yum yum mango cake..
n tt skele tried to make me drunk with passion fruit alcohol -.-"
woke up the next day n went to mit dear at pasir ris..
btw i hate carrying my HEAVY BAG!!
i vow to buy a backpack to save my poor shoulders =(

loitering in white sands
waiting for my monkey to come n pick up his monkey..
took cab back to monkey's cage later..
slacked.. watch tv.. mapling..
den... KBOX!!! weeeee~~~
after tons of persuasion lun finally agree to go AFTER dear call him -.-"
guess tt dead bird is targetting at my monkey! hmpf! >.<
phy, me, dear, rek, lun, yuan n marc went..
had a great time singing! =D
the guys stop singing half way n went to drink..
haiz.. they play "cai quan" n my monkey sucks in it! >.<
lolz.. dear play til so funnie sia.. too slow le!!
make me laugh like siao..

phy n i took over the stage n sang all our songs..
the guys throw us looks of disgust when we sing too "loud"..
n i SAW dear adjusting the volume!!! -.-
tot they should appreciate our singing n be happy..
i mean since when does BoA n Jolin hold a concert together???
hur hur~

i wan kbox AGAIN!! SHIT! i'm addicted to it!! argh!

enjoyed myself so much!
guess it's cause dear's around =)
monkey always miss her/his other monkey =D
dear drunk.. =( cos his cai quan lauya sia.. haha..
had a good time hearing his crap..
scolding n insulting everyone..
damn funni!! n hw he slap yuan's cap..
telling yuan to shhhh in the toi..
suaning all the guys.. saying they too gay for ns etc..
n dumping fishballs into my soup.. splashing the soup onto phy..
telling mi to shuddup cos i tok to much when he's the only one talking.. lol
went back dear's hse later..
muz take care of my dear =)

tue.. went to beach road to get dear's field camp stuff..
had a hard time trying to find the place..
n thx to my good sense of direction n my keen observation,
we manage to find it!! =D
n dear gave me a peck to reward me! =D
went to eat nearby later..
DELICIOUS duck rice with YUMMY herbs soup!!!! yay!
i LURVE soup lor!! thx dear for bringing mi there!! =D muackz!!

went to bugis later..
bought jay's cd n my jolin's dvd! =D
watched sky high! WARREN PEACE is shuai!!! weeee~
dear told me to choose a top or a skirt or a bag ^^
bt cant find any tt i really like lor.. so nvm ba =)
our legs are dying.. so went to starbucks to sit down n drink coffee ^^
dear oso play the machine in arcade..
the stacking tile thing.. can win hp or psp or ipod orh!!!
bt dear always miss the LAST tile!! wtf!!!
i saw alot of ppl play also.. sure last tile gt prob de lor!
muz be machine bug!! asshole.. cheater!!! >.<
else i will haf a new hp le lor!! or ipod!!! argh!!!

went to panjang later to mit the guys..
we ALMOST lost our way lor!
bt thx to my good sense or direction n observation skills..
we r back on the right track.. =p
n dear wanted to gimme a peck bt couldn't cos of our helms =(
so instead he kiss his finger n press it to my lips =D awwww....
chill in lun's hse after miting at panjang lor..
was so god damn tired n shagged..
dear wanted to leave early cos he dun really watch soccer de ma..
bt tt gay yuan plead him to stay -.-"
so i hafta stay oso..
wanted to slp bt cant fall asleep..
til bout 5.40am den we left!!! >.<
n it's RAINING!!! n i am freezing n my head is pain!!
rather reach dear's hse asap den to wait for rain to stop lor..

reach dear's hse le..
change our of my drenched clothes..
wanted to slp!! bt dear wanna watch my jolin dvd.. lolz..
so ok lor.. cos i was pretty awake by the RAIN..
watch le.. ordered mac breakfast =)
btw it's thu already..
meaning dear booking in in the evening liao.. sad sad sad..
woke up ar 3.30.. or should i say i wake dear up at 3.30..
cos he's such a pig!! n i'm his personal alarm clock =D
went to lot1 to get the last min stuff..
den dear go le.. =(

i went to ger hse after tt..
eve was there oso.. baking cookies!!
delicious bt cant eat too much..
cos i'm SICK!! fever + sore throat + flu + cough!
n all cos of tt stupid RAIN! -.-"
dear send ger a super sweet msg!!
he told her to help him take care of me.. cos i not feeling well n he was rushing therefore forget to gimme med etc..
weee~~~ sweet dear =D
ger forward the whole msg to mi le! =D
eve n phy oso say sweet.. haha.. =)

listen to dear n slp early in the night..
ger woke me up at 12+ n gimme medicine =)
slp in her hse till noon den went back to msia..
dear having field camp this weekend to next fri..
sian lor.. poor dear.. poor me..
haiz.. no phones allow.. meaning he cant contact me le =(
bt my dear so zai.. sure can seh seh overcome n pass through everything de!
btw did i mention dear got 5 points in every station for his IPPT??!
IPPT = physical fitness test without sit n reach..
dear need 9.45 sec in 2.4 to get the GOLD badge..
bt he only get 9.59 =( bt stil its a 5 point!
nvm.. wait til the REAL IPPT come.. dear sure can get the badge de!
=D btw he ran 2nd in 2.4 ^^

2005-10-31T01:21:00.000+08:00

me phy n eve

love him

2005-10-28T05:44:00.000+08:00

bought dear's lvl60 weapon..
4.5m lor.. bt good la.. pass 2 10% n 1 60% =D
hope dear like it =)
bt the bad news is.. i am broke nw.. left with only 2m..
dear leh.. much more richer den me..
he got 2.7m liao.. n lotsa assets..
which can easily add up to a few m!!! >.<

chat on phone with dear..
he ask me y everything oso wait for him to ask den i tell him de..
bt nt lidat ma.. somethings i juz forget..
n some things i really dun tink its a NEED to tell..
bt dear is sad.. i noe it frm his voice..
he msged me after tt..
telling me
"u gimme the feeling tt we r getting distant frm one another.. nitez.. sweet drims.."
i teared after i saw tt..
i made my baby feel lidat.. bt i dun mean to..
i noe it's hard for him inside..
n of cos he will wanna noe everything tt's going outside..
n expect me to update him regulary..
which i did.. bt i guess, not enough.
i love berber.. i miss him..

today is our anniversary =)
our 22nd mth de orh! going to 2 yr liao ^^
miting him on monday..
giving him a shirt lor.. cos i noe he wanted =D
dear hor.. monday den can book out..
the rest sunday can le..
haiz.. he la.. smoke n buy canned drinks..
tt's y tio confine with his buddies.. 11 ppl altogether..
bt got some humji kia dun dare to admit they gt smoke oso..
wth man.. so ah gua.. not man at all sia..
heng my dear man n brave enough to admit! =D
though i rather he book out on sunday la..
he tell me the whole suituation le..
cant blame him oso la.. haiz..
waiting for monday to come lor den can c him again le =D

to my dear..

laogong.. sorry i gif u tt kinda feeling..

i dowan u feel insecure or wad..

i promise u tt i will never leave u de..

u dunno hw much i miss u lor..

n juz by thinking of tt makes me cry..

whenever i cried in the night, hw i wished u were there to hug me..

stroke my hair n tell me hush dun cry le..

tell me "dear dun cry liao la.. acting cute again ar"

u r someone tt no one can replace in my life..

thank you for loving me..

dear, i love you.

trust me, i do.

kawaii neh baby

2005-10-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

hmm.. on sat noon.. eve n ger came msia..
mit them at msia custom..
waited DAMN LONG for them lor!! >.<
n tt toopid officer kip chase me away! wth..
so many ppl he dowan chase..
only chase me.. sianz.. asshole leh..

went to citysquare n spent lotsa time there..
especially the top floor.. lolz..
hmm.. eve bought her nike dunks.. the limited edition ones..
she damn happy la!! haha..
i saw SLIPPERS! lolz.. RM9.90 only lor..
got good grip n the soles r good.. haha..
uhm.. gt pink de so i get the pink ones lor..
cos tink tt look the best le.. haha..
ger buy 1 pair oso.. orange de..
den bought the green one for steph =)
saw lotsa nice t shirts!! weee~
got roxy de.. damn nice de lor! =D
bt like the abercrombie one best..
eh.. it's pink la.. bt like beidgey pink..
the design is nice!!! *imagine phy's face* ^^

saw lotsa stuff tt i wanna buy!!!
nice jackets!!! argh!! bt no $ =(
someone buy them for me PLEASEEEEEEE ~ begs..
me n ger got ourselves a semi formal top..
hmm.. white with cap sleeve n a crown logo =D
*imagine phy's face AGAIN* ^^
get my red pants tt i aiming for since dunno when =)
finally got my size orh!! haha.. so happy!
weeeee~ ^^

took cab to my cousin's place to eat eat..
ate my delicious FISHY again!
n eve gobble all the crabs!! haha =p
chat damn long til almost 12am!
den hurried home lor..
heng gt eve n ger there as my shield else i sure kenna scolding le ^^
everyone love my monkey didi..
kip molest him.. so ke lian =(
eve stil force me to help her train 1 lvl in maple! >.<
she oso force herself onto my bed n KISSED ME!!! !!!!!
n ya.. we da bao caked frm secret recipe to my hse!
yum yum orh! ^^

next morning.. woke up le..
it's SUNDAY!! gonna mit my baby! haha..
sent ger n eve to another shopping center den i went to sg le..
mit dear at panjang plaza..
saw my jolin cd! i wan!!! the concert version!
any kind soul willing to buy for a very ke lian gal? O.o
dear reach le.. bought hammy food den go his hse le..
btw i wore my army print top.. haha..
looks cute when standing next to dear who wore his army uni..

reach his hse le..
slack awhile den went to panjang to mit the guys..
it's noon.. first time they mit in noon.. haha..
yuan so shock when ber ask him wan mit ma.. lolz..
cos he dunno ber book out liao ma =D
slack at panjang til 7+ den went back to dear's hse le..
prepare stuff lor.. cos dear booking in at 9pm =(
dear go off le.. so i went mit phy..
she in rek's hse!! -.-"
bt later me phy n ger mit at foodcourt to eat n chat lor =)
n ger FORCE me to run back to her hse with her..
she wanna c her shuai ge vampire -.-"

stay at ger hse for the nite..
chatted with her THROUGH the nite.. nv slp lor...
den phy called so chatted with her lor.. lolz..
morning 7+am den slp..
noon ne.. went to mit phy for lunchie..
den go back to msia liao.. =(
dear booking out tis weekend le..
excited to c him again! =D
muackz dear.. i love ya! ~*

miss him

2005-10-22T05:59:00.000+08:00

my dear is fine
toopid doc tot he gt asthma.. when dear only gt cough..
den refer dear to hospital!!
ass doc.. make me so worried!! baka!

found surfboard in maple! weee~
after 1 whole day there orh!! haha =D

dear tis week confinement week..
sianz.. else tmr can c him le.. haiz..
phone him a few time.. his cough stil haven ok..
i today asked him gt eat medicine ma.. he say NO!!
-.-" tell him go get medicine he say he gt bt nv eat..
-.-" toopid baby.. dunno hw to take care of himself de leh..
baby monkey sia.. haiz..
scolded him lor.. n he promise me he wil eat le =D

today n tmr dear gt range.. *dunno's wad tt oso*
only can come back bunk at 2+am!!
den gotta wake up at 5am!!
siao lor.. not enough slp de.. haiz.. poor dear..
btw dear's sky8 lvl le! =D
i gif dear the surfboard lor.. nw tt surf board wun drop le..
sianz lor.. i only manage to get 1!!
my net down for 3days.. ass.. heng nw ok le.. ^^

sat.. eve n ger coming!
hope mom wil gimme $ to shop ba =D haha..
sunday tink going over to c dear..
cos he say can come out a few hours den go back in..
=D dear say wan me help him massage.. haha..
so ke ai! kawaii dear ^^
muackz baby.. jia you orh!
i noe u tired n xin ku.. bt muz strive on!!
bu yao qing yi fang qi fo zhe dui bu qi zhi ji! =)
muackz baby.. love u!

baby is sick =(

2005-10-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

dear msg me last nite..
tell me he feel xin ku.. hiding in blanket..
tell me today mayb c doc get mc..
morning he msg me..
tell me hw stil feel xin ku.. mayb wil go hme..
den noon he msg me..
tell me they ask him go changi general hospital.
c wad doc say den decide go hme or wad..
i jump out of bed when i c tt..
phone him immediately..
ask him where is he nw..
he said ambulance..
my heart beat stopped for a sec..
i nv felt so scared b4.
i dowan aniting to happen to dear..
dear is the ari tt i breathe..
without him.. i'll die.

dearie

2005-10-17T16:09:00.000+08:00

i'm forced to blog by toopid ting n toopid miao..
kip complaining i'm lazy haiz.. so bo bian lor.. blog lor..

went to spore last thu..
meet shushu at causewaypoint..
den went to eat pasta lor.. baked rice~~
saw black banana.. she say wil gimme the cards!
den can get VIP card in pastamania! weeee~~
eat finish le.. den walk walk lor..
slack slack lor.. nth to do.. kill time lor..
hmm.. bought lotsa drinks.. cos later going kbox ma..
den at 6+ we leave causewaypoint le..

reach lot 1 at 7+..
went kbox lor.. sing n sing n sing.. wa~~
all the way til 3am lor..
n it's only $10.50 per pax!! cheap~~ =D
sang my jolin songs again n again! haha..
we too much time liao even gt time to watch xiaozhu mtv!
so shuai orh!! bt stil tink my baobei more shuai =x
sing til they chase us out den we took cab hme le..
reach shu hse at 3+ lor.. bathe liao den go slp slp le..
*sorry ger n eve.. cos shu feel weird so nv ask u all go* =(

next day.. so eat sushi~
den go cut hair hair~~
yuan is there bt he kip making shu cry..
haiz.. bt later they ok le lor =)
went back to shushu hse.. help her patch her maple..
ate instant noodles lor..
*thx shushu for the SOGGY n TASTELESS noodles! >.<*
went slp slp n join ber in dreams =)

morning wake up le..
cos baby morning call me >.<
get ready stuff n went to mit dear liao lor..
as usual.. he look so shuai!! haha..
reach his hse le.. he watch into the blue abit den wan slp le..
cant blame him la.. noe he's tired..
den later we went lot 1 get his torch..
n went to yewtee to mit the guys liao lor..
btw dear's bike ok le.. gt box lor!! haha gd gd =D

they went to play billiard later..
dear trash them!!! weeee~~
lun play punch with dear n lose!!
yuan lose to dear by 80 points!!! haha..
dear so shuai!!! so pro!!! haha.. love him lots..
went back to dear's hse later..
dear gt slight fever =(
he wore long sleeve n track pants to slp lor..
ke lian de dear dear.. haiz.. hug hug him lor.. kip him warm =)
cos dear's sick so nv play soccer with the guys..

noon dear wake up le..
prepare to book in lor..
i was kinda sian n sad cos dear barely pei me ma..
bt dear msg me after we parted telling me to remember tt he will celebrate our anniversary when he next book out which is on 29th =)
n he oso gave me his mp3!!! haha..
bt nice nice me will lend it to him sometimes lor.. =p

at hme playing maple..
helped dear play oso..
so nw i officially training babyunagi n sky8
tink 30% each den sky8 lvl first lor.. ^^
hunting for srufboard nw!! i wan!!!!!
*pray pray i get surfboard asap!!! best is by tonight!!!*
missing my laogong lots.. muackz dear~ love u!

hunny bernnie

2005-10-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

went to kbox last fri with ger eve n phy..
met shushu at lot 1 for dinner b4 tt..
sit slack n chat lor..
den later eve reach le join us lor..
shu gotta mit her mom go left early le =( sob sob..
went to kbox with eve n ger..
phy came later.. she la.. tt pig.. went to mit rek.. -__-"
enjoy singing!! weee~~ my jolin songs!!
jolin "zhen yi zhi yan bi yi zhi yan" mtv so hot!! =D
later when phy reach le, had our 2nd round of jolin songs!
haha.. sing until no more voice le.. =(

went to gerrie hse for the night with eve..
morning wake up den go lot 1 mit my darling le lor..
he so shuai! everytime c him wear his uniform,
sure wil find him shuai de!! haha.. ke ai de baby~
slack at his hse awhile den we go lot 1 eat n watch movie lor..
watched corspe bride.. =) nt bad la..
very long nv watch movie le!! haha..
ate at coffee shop lor.. cos running out of time..
btw dear's bro buang his bike!! >.<
so we gotta take public transport! sianz!!! =(

mit the guys at yew tee..
den later rek drive us to sp to pick up tt lunny..
his driving hor.. *vomit* make my head spin..
so scary lor!! haha..
later went to orchid country club to play billiard..
when we reach there, all of us giddy le..
even rek oso say he feel giddy.. -__-"
sian sian sit there c them play lor.. haiz.. always lidat de..
after play liao stil nt enough, go mit marcus de frens..
dunno for wad crap.. kinda piss off liao..
cos it's already 4am!!! wth..
they mit tmr monring 10am to kick soccer..
bt guess they wun go de.. all sure too tired..

reach dear hse finally..
no more time to watch the dvd (into the blue) tt i bought le..
cos both of us too tired liao..
n like wad i said, they nv kick soccer le..
all cant wake up.. haiz..
dear dilly dally prepare.. in the end no time le..
so took cab down to pasir ris lor..
i went with him!! haha.. finally he let me go pasir ris with him..
he cant hold my hand ma.. bt he kip forget.. lolz.. so ke ai..
saw his england fren.. wa he tok gt slang de!!
dear go le.. den i alone sad sad ke lian ke lian took train back le..
sobs.. wait for dad at city square..
heard someone singing yi shi de mei hao..
walked in n c, n i saw zhi xin hui! chio sia.. ^^

baobei say he might kenna guard duty tis weekend..
hope he nv lor.. else i 3 weeks cant c him le.. =(
he next week confinement week cos of the 1 week holiday..
bt nvm la.. 1 week for him to slack leh! dear sure very happy de! =)
dear tis week wil guai guai le..
else kenna the toopid guard duty, i cant c him!
thu i going shushu hse..
go kbox orh!! haha.. phy u muz come hor!!
fri most prob me n shushu go cut hair =)
hmm, wanna kip my length bt wan different style lor..

miss my ke ai de lao gong..
thx dear for msging me everyday =)
it's so nice to wake up n c ur msg on my hp..
love u lotsa hunny.. muackz!

dear

2005-10-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

went to spore mit dear on last sat..
he so shuai n ke ai wor! haha.. wear tt uniform!! woot! =)
went to his hse n slack lor..
c him play maple lor..
his mom cooking!! yummy!! =D
oso packet crab stick for us to eat!! wow! so nice!! haha..
while waiting for dinner,
watched mr n mrs smith in dear's room.. =)
finish dinner liao den go yew tee mit the guys lor..

they watching soccer there..
phy n rek ok le!! ^^
haha.. phy u owe me big time! bleah~ =p
they watch finish scoccer liao den go play billiard..
so tired n sian lor.. cos i nth to do ma..
bt dear beg me to go.. promise me next week pei me lor..
c him lidat i oso bu she de so i go lor..
stay there til 3am!! i so hungry lor.. =( sob sob..
went back to dear hse later..
den go find food to eat eat ^^ yummy! ate so much.. haha..
watched fantastic 4.. jess alba chio! dear like her so much lor! tt pig! >.<
finsh le.. tired le den slp slp le lor..

sunday wake up.. dear gonna book in liao =(
help him prepare the stuff lor.. so sad..
my ke lian de dear dear.. miss him >.<
went back to msia lor..
play maple lor.. so sianz.. suddenly maple so sian..
dunno y.. tried on my com bt realise spoil!!
omg.. wad the hell.. so piss off..
tt yuan tell me reformat!! -.-" i tried bt doesn't work..
monday, went to school with shu shu to repair my com..
tt person say no need reformat lor! wth..
haiz.. bt reformat liao.. den nvm lor.. suan le..

went to cp with shu later..
bought bra bra.. pierre cardin de.. chio chio ^^
ate paste baked rice!! yum! yum! =D
went back to msia later lor..
the guys having conference with jun..
haha.. he deserves it man.. pity i miss the show =(
found a cute website for maple de.. so ke ai!!
me n phy kip play lor..

today wake up, maple again..
there's something i very worry about..
hope my fan nao wil go soon!!
*pray pray* go go go soon..
dunno wad to do nw.. only can wait lor.. haiz..

dear i miss u.. muackz!
thx for msging me everyday =)

2005-09-30T13:18:00.000+08:00

stef n blackie!

berivy

2005-09-30T13:17:00.001+08:00

ger blackie n me!

berivy

2005-09-30T13:17:00.000+08:00

another pic tt ger wants..

berivy

2005-09-30T13:16:00.000+08:00

the pic tt ger wants.. haha

berivy

my hunnie monkie

2005-09-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

baby was cute..
last night, he msg me etc..
den tell me light off liao cant msg liao..
k lor.. den nvm..
bt later suddenly he msg me n ask me wanna phone him ma..
say miss my voice ^^
aww... so sweet hor? haha.. ke ai =)

maple is lagging last night..
so i nv lvl, slp liao den wake up lvl lor..
bt today at 8+pm lidat, the laggness came back..
so dulan lor!! so lag hw to play sia.. idiot..
sian dao siao.. can barely play lor.. argh!!
if everydayoso lidat den hw i lvl??? gosh..

juz nw, dear msg me after telling me lights off again..
oso ask me wan phon him ma.. haha..
so ke ai!! noe he miss me alot =)
btw dear wan me phone him cos i in msia, he cant phone me..
tt's y always he wan hear my voice he wil msg me lor..
sweet leh.. hee hee.. miss him so muchie!!
dear dun let me go pasir ris to pick him on sat..
sian.. he kip say if i go means i dun love him!! >.<
box him.. always use tis to threathen me.. -.-"
den i ask him, if i live nearby, he wil wan me go ma?
he say of cos la! lolz.. say dowan me go cos waste time n money..
frm msia travel to pasir ris den back to cck ma..
haiz.. bt i really wanna go!! sob sob!! toopid him..

love him

2005-09-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

went to spore on thu..
wanna go swim de bt rain lor.. so nv..
went to dear hse to put my stuff b4 meeting ger n phy
sat at lot 1 n slack lor..
chat lor.. walk walk lor.. den go i go to ger hse lor..
watched american pie.. haha..
cant slp cos enthu to mit dear ma..
haiz.. bt oso forced myself to slp lor..
mood was feelings rather weird.. dunno y though..

woke up in the morning even b4 my alarm go off..
change lor.. wanna wear my baby doll tube de..
bt realise my bra too pinky liao.. so nv lor.. haiz..
in the end wore a pink spagetti top..
went to lot 1 to mit yuan cos he's going too..
phy rek lun etc went after tt in rek's car..
cos muz wait for phy test to finish ma..
btw phy failed.. cos tt toopid tester lor..
tell her do this n tt den she do liao he mark her down..
asshole lor.. stil say phy driving nt safe..
sai! phy previous test all outside damn zai lor!!

reach pasir ris liao, went to buy a muscle ache spray for dear..
den wait there for him..
waited kinda long lor.. msg him he oso nv reply me..
den when i phone phy, she told me he there with them liao..
wth.. was pissed off lor..
scolded dear the moment i saw him.. cant control lor..
my fault la.. cos til nw i stil remember his face when he c me..
he was smiling at me bt i scolded him..
haiz.. bt we later ok le..
cos phy rek me n dear went back on rek car ma..
den phy n rek walk in front leave me n dear behind
den i gave him the spray lor.. n he smiled again le =) ^^

went back to dear's hse to put the things first..
den change liao den go down to mit phy n rek lor..
they stil in the car ma..
mit at panjang lor.. dear ride his bike there =)
so long nv sit his bike le lor!! haha..
eat n chatted lor.. den later all the rest came le.. yuan lun etc..
den the guys sit 1 side lor.. left me ger n phy..
so we girls talk lor.. haha
dear wanna go play billiard ma..
he come n sit beside me n tell me nicely =)
ger said he's sweet!! yay!! haha

went to ger hse to wait for dear finish his billiard lor..
phy phone n on loud speaker.. so we 3 can talk together!!
so fun lor!! haha.. checked the chalet stuff..
sianz.. all fully booked le!! sob sob!!
finally dear came le!! yay.. went back to his hse le lor..
watched sex is zero with dear..
den chat n slack til morning.. tired sia..
went to slp slp lor..
hug hug slp slp =) so sweet.. heex

normally he always wan me to hug him de..
he hug his bolster lor..
or we hug hug slp den later we sure turn here n there le..
den no hug le.. bt when he wake up, he oso dun bother to hug back de..
bt nw, he kip hug me, once he realise he nv hug me le,
he wil hug me again.. like i bolster lidat.. haha
den i tell him i dowan hug him, he will sa jiao!! haha cute sia..

sat he wake up le.. his mom cook dinner so we eat at hme lor..
slack here n there.. watched wet dreams II..
den go out mit the guys le..
phy n rek quarrel, rek told me help him talk to phy
bt i cant find her.. she dowan ans my phone!! =(
shu phone yuan n she wanna hear us gossip bout tt jun..
so yuan put the hp in the middle of the table
den me, dear, lun n yuan gossip lor..
tt time rek went to find phy le.. talk to her lor..
later rek came back n tell us he n phy break le..
gosh.. dunno hw phy gonna handle..
she sure cry n sad dao siao.. she love him so much lor..

went back to dear hse n hug hug slp lor..
he so ke ai.. kip hug me!! >.<
hmm.. all those who noe my password for my blog r ppl i can trust..
ppl who more or less already know liao.. so i can just mention le lor..
dear told me tt gt ppl say tt those recruits who book out,
cannot do tt thing too many times else go in wil c dirty things..
he say at least 1 day b4 booking in dun do safe lor..
he say finish liao den we wan slp le lor..
bt i wan kiss kiss ma.. gd nite kiss.. so i tell him i wan kiss kiss la!
instead of giving me a peak on my cheek or lip like he always do,
he gave me a long, sweet n gentle kiss.. ooooooohhhhhh...
n we ended up kissing n kissing lor..
n ended up doing tt thing again..
ger n phy should noe tt bout me n ber le.. so no need hide liao lor..
dunno y the feeling was different tis time..
sweet n gentle.. love it =)
finish doing le den we go slp le lor..

sun woke up..
prepare his army stuff lor..
eat liao den pei him til jurong east..
he die die dun let me pei him all the way lor!! haiz..
we msg all the way til i reach msia lor..
btw gt this idiot wanna kop my hp..
i board the bus.. den cos my bag heavy ma,
so i kip adjusting it de lor..
den when i wanna pay for the bus fare,
i adjust my bag den look behind..
n saw a guy drop the shirt he holding..
n saw my bag zip open!! the small compartment where my hp was..
bt heng my hp stil there lor.. =)
tt idiot.. luckily i adjust my bag n accidentally bump his hand away..
btw tt guy confirm is trying to steal my stuff..
cos i 100% confirm my zip is close..
n after he pick up his shirt, he went down the bus..
asshole.. i hate msia..

dear gt sore eye..
n nw i got it too..
happy cos i got it frm dear ma.. haha..
dear fri coming soon le..
gonna c u again le!! =) take care worx.. miss ya!

ger thx for the rubber band!!
i love it!! ber says i look ke ai in it!! hee hee..

phy, dun sad sad le k?
i noe u cant de.. bt always remember u stil haf us! me n ger..
n pls reply my msg ok? dun let me worry hor!!
hugs =)

fri!!

2005-09-21T23:43:00.000+08:00

last night dear kip msg me..
den at 10.50 lidat he say go slp liao..
so ok lor.. bt at 11.30, he msg me again ask me wan phone him ma..
haha.. so i phone lor.. den ask him y wan me phone..
he say wanna hear my voice.. awww....
so sweet of him lor..
his msges all very sweet =D
miss him so much lor.. =)

today yuan n his mom go msia..
den he n his cousin go city square den ask me out lor..
haha.. another chance to shop shop..
nv really care bout them la..
bought a new top n a pants lor..
i WANTED the red pants lor..
bt dun haf my size!! >.<
pink oso dun haf..
bt i like it so much tt i settled for M size.. -.-"
bt too bad la.. loose abit only.. stil can lor..
only pink got M, red is L..
haiz.. nt tt i wanna buy pink de.. bt tink i fated to lor..

baby nt feeling well again..
haiz.. poor thing.. say body very pain n head oso pain..
this time he gt report sick le.. gd gd..
muz rest more.. say tmr u go c doc..
bt stil fri book out.. haiz.. hope he can tahan lor..
my poor baby.. so heart pain..
looking forward to fri!!! yipee yay!! =D

tmr gonna go swim swim with phy n ger..
hmm stil dunno mit wad time yet..
tt pig nv confirm with me.. >.<

2005-09-20T13:53:00.000+08:00

blackie n me =D

berivy

2005-09-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

mu mango delight!! *salivating*

berivy

2005-09-20T13:51:00.001+08:00

2nd day lunch!! YUM YUM!

berivy

2005-09-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

my blackie.. ger n stef love it too!! haha

berivy

2005-09-20T13:50:00.000+08:00

new pic of maple..haha.. we are nt suppose to be sitting on it de.. n it's suppose to be a monster.. haha

berivy

colourful bras

2005-09-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

yday which is fri..
ger n stef came msia shop shop..
mit them at custom there first den go city square lor..
hmm.. bought a young hearts bra..
pink de.. got rabbit de.. haha..
ger only like black n lacey bras..
haiz.. bt stef n i love colourful bras.. so kawaii =D
bought a black skirt too to go with my red spagetti..
ger oso bought shirt for her bro n a top for herself..

stay at city square kinda long lor..
den at bout 8+pm..
took cab to my cousin's restaurant to eat..
ordered steam fish, chili crabs, cereal prawns and soup..
yummy!! the fish was damn good la..
cos i dunno wad fish my dad always order ma..
den i dunno hw to tell the waitress lor..
so i told her to ask her boss come
lolz.. like so dua pai lidat.. den i tell her i am his cousin ma..
we took pics with the food oso.. so fun!!

walked back home together lor..
watched Red Shoes n Sex is Zero together..
so funny la!! =)
slept at bout 5am lor..
oh ya, i showed them the vomitting video..
make them laugh liao siao.. dun dare eat liao.. haha
den suppose to wake up at 9.30 de..
bt i naughty lor.. i hear alarm liao i dowan wake up..
i set the alarm to 30min later which is 10am..
den 10am, i stil dowan wake up.. i set to 10.30am..
bt too bad, ger woke up b4 10.30am.. sad.. =(

my mom made tou hua..
ger n stef said it was nice =)
went to perling mall to eat cakes frm secret recepi..
treat them lor.. =) ate my mango de wor.. nice!!!
so heng.. RIGHT in front of my hse gt liao.. haha
wanted to buy bra de.. nt ex oso..
bt dowan spend so fast la.. cos perling mall ma..
in front of my hse only.. i wan i can go get anytime..
wanted to go zoo de..
bt went to plengni instead..
hmm.. bought a black mao mao there..
damn cute la!! all of us love it so much..
they kip psychoing me to buy!! haha
look at bras again lor.. haha..
bought a purple bra set.. so chio!!! =D
ger n stef are like dot dot dot..
i bought two set of bra in two days.. lolz..

went to holiday plaza later..
there the things so ex!!!
suppose to be cheap lor.. bt very ex >.<
can over hundred de lor.. over three hundred oso gt..
SIAO!!! nv buy any clothes lor.. sad dao siao..
but manage to find a nice pair or cinderella shoes..
all of them say it's nice!!
fianlly a nice pair of shoes tt i like without heels..
all shoes tt i find nice have heels!!! wth..
i wear heels, i will fracture my ankle sia..
bought sticker from a bike shop for my helm.. pink roxy de =)

took cab back to city square later..
look around lor..
den wait for dad to come pick me up..
n bring ger hp along.. cos she forget bring ma..
so fun to have them around.. haha =)

*****************************************
last night.. was out with ger n stef eating..
so cant reply to dear's msg..
he msg me at 10.10, 10.14 n 10.16..
he noes i am with them ma so he understand lor..
bt ger n stef both say he very sweet le..
kip msg me though i nv reply..
miss him so much lor.. my precious dear dear =)
msg immediately when i got home..
n dear msged me in the morning =)
so happy to c his name appearing on my hp when i wake up..
dear so sweet to me.. so touched... =)

miss him

2005-09-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

dear is so sweet..
everyday gt free time wil msg me..
this morning he msg me say he feeling better le..
tell me nw going for routh march.. 3km..
=) so happy to c his msg lor..
first thing when i wake up can c his msg le..
bring a happy start to my day~

dear always dun say muackz, love u or miss u for nth de..
to him, if every msg oso include these stuff..
in the end it's like no more meaning liao..
bt after dear go ns, he will msg me love ya n muackz..
b4 he went, some msg he oso will include bt nv say miss u to me..
bt nw, he did.. he even tell me to dream of him =)
so ke ai lor.. i dreamt of dear n bitbit last nite..
bitbit so guai.. send me dreams..
i remember in my dreams, i was carrying bitbit where ever i go..

dear msged me just nw..
missing him more n more..
cant wait for next fri to come fast fast!!! >.<
gonna go pasir ris mit him le!! =)

ger n stef coming msia on sat..
eve maybe coming oso..
=) can shop with them le!! =D
too bad phy cant come =(
anyway playing maple nw.. finally phy there!! =)

stil missing dear alot.. >.<

baby~ muackzz

2005-09-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

com iss paper over liao..
tt morning when i taking tt paper,
at 5+ am.. dear msg me =)
cos he always msg me only at night
tt's y it's special..
he msg me b4 he fall in..
so happy lor..

finish exam liao went to dear's hse..
deliver hammy food lor..
n dear phone me!! woot!
he say he gt break so phone me lor..
sweet!! hear his voice.. awwwww..
at night he oso msg me.. =)

pia maple lor.. just woke up..
wake up tt time immediately check hp..
saw "1 new message"
knew it's dear le.. haha..
its 7+ am de.. he tell me he going physical training le..
msg me b4 he go.. sweet sia..
gt chance den wil msg me.. love him so much!!
den i roll on bed until my hp make noise agian..
tell me 1 new msg again..
woot!! guess it's dear again..
he say he gt break nw..
i leap out of bed n phone him..
hear his wen rou de voice.. awwwww...

dear told me no need go pasir ris to pick him up..
be i WANT! cos i wanna c him earlier..
after we hang up the phone liao,
dear msg me n say he dowan me go cos waste $ n time..
bt i told him to c him earlier hor.. it's worth it..
he tell me he oso wanna c me early.. =)
bt in the end he agree let me go le =D

playing maple lor..
just died.. sianz.. pots use finish le..
10% gone!! at first is 30% liao! den nw back to 20%..
heartpain sia.. =( sobx
looking forward to dear's msg tonight! =)
miss him.................

2005-09-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

pic of yuan.. without nipple.. haha.. ger gonna love it..

berivy

2005-09-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

pic i did og yuan.. full of nipples.. cos he say he wan nipple when i send him the previous pic.. haha

berivy

missing dear

2005-09-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

my darling baby today very late den msg me..
at 10.47 lor.. when he 10am break le..
n noe why? cos he n his frens hor..
went down to smoke..
den one of them lor.. improper dressing..
kenna scolded by sergeant..
den all tio lor.. poor baby..
heng only scolding n nagging lor..

he wish me gd luck for tmr exam =)
sweet dreams muackz n nitez etc..
gosh.. i miss him so much..
btw he oso told me "cya soon!"
=) really looking forward to c him again..
dear i miss u...

2005-09-12T03:57:00.000+08:00

kissy dear.. muz gif him more hugs n kisses.. miss him so much.. love him even more..

berivy

2005-09-12T03:56:00.000+08:00

dear n i at kbox the night b4 dear went away~

berivy

2005-09-12T03:55:00.000+08:00

us.. in the bus towards tekong.. a few hours before i totally cant c my lao gong any more.. sobx

berivy

2005-09-12T03:53:00.000+08:00

us on the bus to the ferry terminal.. going tekong..

berivy

missing u lots baby~

2005-09-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

went to dear's hse on thu..
reach his place at 12.30.. slack around til its 2pm..
went to get his pay at raffles hotel lor..
den went to cine to watch movie n eat eat..
watched THE CAVE.. it's nice!!! =)
dear gian sushi so we ended eating at suki lor..
so sian.. no unagi.. our fav!!! sobx

after the movie.. rush back to lo1..
need buy the ns stuff lor..
bought undies, socks n slippers first..
all i buy for dear de =)
dear dowan me buy bag..
he say everything he wear is i buy de liao =) haha
next day, on fri..
dear went swim swim with the guys lor..
i went out to buy tooth brush, tooth paste, hangers, pegs, etc..
buy everything tt he will need for him lor..

after buying, went back to his hse to change..
wore my pink skirt n toga.. dear buy for me de wor~
mit him downstairs den we went to lot 1 to mit the rest
dear playing pool with the guys first ma
so i went around lot 1 lor..
bought a chain for him.. hp de la..
bt engrave our name on it..
den went to popular n bought papers..
made a card for him.. nice nice de wor~

after dear finish playing,
we went to keat hong to eat eat lor..
they treat me also cos say is my sad sad day =( sobx
after eating.. went back to lot 1..
sing at k box =)
FIRST time dear praise my singing..
cos i sang "kuan huai fang shi"..
dear say i sing this song nice lor..
bt sing other songs cannot make it.. -.-" =p
had a fun time there! =D

later.. at 3am, we went back le..
rush back to do the card for dear..
trying hard nt to let him see it.. haha..
though it's damn obvious lor..
bt dear pretended he nv c anything.. lol
slpet at 6am den wake up at 10am..
last time hugging my bao bei to slp b4 he go ns le..
so sad lor.. thinking bout it makes me sobx..

next morning meet the rest at lot 1..
took train to pasir ris to send dear off..
the guys cant go the the ferry there
so only me, ger, phy n eve went threre lor..
me n ger went to tekong with dear's parents..
seriously.. tekong looks like a resort or chalet lor..
nice!!! =D feel so happy for dear..

witness dear taking the oath at the ceremony..
my dear is a man liao =) hee hee
after the ceremony, the recruits went out first
i was thinking hw to find dear among all ppl lor..
den when i went out.. i realise all recruits r standing in a row!
lolz!! for us the owners to pick them up.. like puppies lor!
so funny n ke ai lor!!
found my lao gong le.. ate last dinner with him..
the food the not bad wor~ haha
eat finish le.. chatted with dear.. den part le..
sobx.. cried again..

went to tampines to mit the rest..
tt yuan drank finish my water -.-"
bt gd tt he help me carry my stuff.. haha.. thx~
everyone was tired etc le.. so left me n ger lor..
we shop shop awhile lor..
bought a baby doll tube frm fox..
planned to wear it on 23rd when dear book out =D
later went back to ger's hse..
help her do her maple stuff lor..

waiting for my lao gong to msg me lor..
bt he phone me instead.. so happy!!!
really glad to hear his voice lor..
he told me they gotta bathe together.. naked..
gosh.. so weird la!! showing everying ur naked body..
dear say he feel weird at first bt later den ok le..
cos everyone doing it ma.. so nvm lor..

he said he slping at the 5th floor.. by the window..
n his buddy is a malay guy.. he say he knew most of the ppl there le..
good for him =) =)
n the best part is when he went down to smoke,
he saw AUTHUR! his fren..
haha.. n authur is in the room beside his lor..
cool.. cos i always feel tt authur is a nice guy..
"jian yi qi", helpful, noe hw to care for girls..
cos among so many of dear's frens,
he is one of those who made me feel involved n welcome when i went out with them..
some of dear's frens dun even talk to me at all lor..
though arthur always tease me.. ji siao me etc..
bt by kip doing these made everyone laugh including me..

finish chatting le den dear off hp le..
slp in ger's room lor.. so tired oso..
next day, woke up le..
help ger train her maple lor.. roll dice etc..
den at 5pm went back to msia le..
bought a jigsaw puzzle at city square =)
can kill time during hols lor..

at night, which is now..
playing maple.. teaching ger this n tt lor..
dear msg me at 9pm.. tell me he free till 1030.. den light off..
i asked him open my enverlope le ma.
he say open le.. so i told him muz hang the chain on his hp lor..
(btw dear n i change hp cos he cant bring camera phone)
after he saw my msg, he took out the card again..
n realise tt there's a chain there!! he so toot lor!! haha
he love it alot!! kip telling me he love it n he love me!! =D
he immediately hang it on his hp lor.. =)
after awhile, dear wanna off hp le.. save batt for other nights..
missssssssssssss him.........

2005-09-08T02:12:00.000+08:00

phy's hair in maple.. so ke ai!!! haha.. spend 500k to buy a coupon for her.. oso spend another 500k to buy a coupon for dear =) the purple hair guy is the one who sold me the coupons..

berivy

2005-09-08T02:11:00.000+08:00

me n dear riding on barlog =)

berivy

dear dear

2005-09-08T02:00:00.000+08:00

went to dear's hse last fri..
was planning to go shop with phy on fri de..
bt tt pig slp lor.. so in the end n go..
went to pastamania on fri nite..
celebrate ting's bday ma..
yummy!! love pasta =)
after tt mit at panjang lor.. phy n ger oso there..

forget what happen when le la..
bt monday me n dear went to watch one more chance..
funny n nice show! touching oso =)
spore movies gt more standard liao..
tue ne, we went to gombak stadium with yuan rek n lun..
practice 2.4 lor.. cos dear taking napfa on wed ma..
if can get silver den can later den go ns..
dear nt bad wor~ 3 yrs nv run liao, stamina stil nt bad =)

wed morning.. dear go napfa..
bt cant get silver.. the 2.4 lor.. if dear faster by 17 sec den can..
so sian lor.. haiz.. dear leaving for ns this sat liao..
sobx.. dear told me to stay with him these few days
tell me dun go home..
bt bo bian.. i need get allowance.. or else cant survive oso..
so i went back today lor..
tmr meeting dear go out..
gonna choose a nice bag bag for him to bring to ns..
sianz.. gonna miss dear lots..

fri, should be go eat den go sing lor..
with they rest of jjg la..
to send dear off de lor.. sad dao siao.. sobx..
i miss my dear.. =(

holS

2005-09-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

hols coming soon =) yipee!!

went to dear's hse last sat..
see him play mahjong lor..
chatted on phone with shu on the way there..
gossip alot.. haha..

sunday leh.. our anniversary =)
went to causeway point to watch movie lor..
we watched valliant.. birdy show.. cute =D
den we ate at jacks.. the steak gt the cow taste lor.. yucky..
made me wanna puke.. sobs
went to panjang to mit the guys later lor..
slack n slack..

mon dear send me to sch just to hand up assignment!! woot!!
so nice of him lor.. muackz!!! =)
met yuan n lun there also.. ate n c yuan do hmewrk.. haha
bt he do so slow! so i ended up helping him do.. dots..

tue, go sch for lect lor..
my pr case study assignment get A!!!! woots!

wed, stay in sch til damn late to do my flash ezine..
get it done liao!! so happy!!!
it's SOOOO Nice!!! wahs~
dear is so nice.. he met the guys at panjang ma..
den when i end proj liao i phone him n he come fetch me lor..
hee hee sweet =D took only 6 min frm np to panjang coffee shop!
chat with the guys awhile lor..
later go back his hse le..
btw ate hip hop ice cream! so interesting!! =D

thu, today..
gonna go back hme le..
tmr no sch!! wah!!! haha..
think gonna go shop with phy lor..
den later go celebrate fren bday..

gonna c dear tmr again le.. haha.. muackz!

my botak baby

2005-08-27T04:48:00.000+08:00

went to dear's hse last fri nite..
slack at his hse lor..
c him play maple lor..

monday,
dear bring my go lot 1 watch movie..
we watched the maid..
i like the story line.. think kinda interesting..
at least it's alot better den those lame horror movies le..
so happy tt dear bring me go watch movie lor..
he say he tue n wed working frm 7am til late evening..
nt much time to pei me so mon bring me out =)
so happy =D

tue ne.. go back dear's hse after i end sch lor..
gt long break in sch.. so watch movie in lib with sab..
tt ezaida is such a bitch lor..
sab found her thumbdrive n instead of showing gratidute,
ezaida talk as if sab owe her lor..
full of crap.. full of shit..
wasn't happy with dear on tue nite after he end work..
cos he kip scold me when i nv do anything wrong.. =(

wed, intended to go hme..
bt dear say if i wan i can stay..
when he say this, i noe he wan me stay =)
bt i stil angry so show him face lor..
den he also nv talk much to me b4 going to work..
btw i woke him up at 5.50am for work.. so early!!
after he left the hse.. on the way to ride his bike,
he msg me tell me sorry bout last nite,
say he too tired liao tt's y..
i understand la.. cos wake up so early den work 1 whole day..
poor baby..

went to sch frm 8 to 10 den go back dear's hse lor..
chit chat with dear's bro until 1pm lor..
den he go for oral liao so i play maple =)
dear say maybe wil end work in noon..
den at noon he say latest oso evening end..
den evening he tell me 7.. den in the end, 8.30..
his manager full of crap lor..
mit dear at lot 1 after he end work den we go eat eat..
eat liao den go panjang mit the guys lor..

thu.. went hme lor..
chiong maple the whole day..
heng nv lag.. =)
found arwen's glass shoes!! =) so happy..
the previous day i found red guiltan n blue knucklevest pants!

fri.. as usual..
play maple the whole day..
found alot of items..
2 white piterra skirt (lvl 35 bowwoman skirt)
1 red amoria skirt (lvl 33 mage skirt)
1 wooden top (assassin throwing star)
1 lvl 35 bowman hat
1 lvl 40 thief hat
1 Machete (lvl 20 sword)
1 blood mail (lvl 35 overall)
1 red shadow (lvl 40 thief top)
i heng rite?

the red shadow, i almost lost it lor..
cos my inventory full.. den the fire boar drop!!
i rush to the rope to throw out something lor..
den when i wanna take the red shadow, a mage took it liao
bt he tel me he return me later..
wait for me go town come back lor..
n he really return me!! =) so nice of him lor..
he even use his noob character to fame me.. free!

finally i'm lvl 42 liao.. cool!
gonna lvl fast fast =)
ting say giving me crusader helm!! lvl 50 helm wor..'
for free leh.. haha..
make dear "dui".. he bought his for 820k lor!! =p
ting also hunting lion fang for me.. =)
so nice of her lor.. muackz girl~

tmr going dear's hse le..
he ask me go c him play mahjong.. lolz..
he playing with his bro n his bro frens lor..
*pray dear dear win lotsa money!!* =)

2005-08-19T16:39:00.001+08:00

us.. tt yuanny so GAY!! hold on to my ber ber n wun let go!! >.<

berivy

2005-08-19T16:39:00.000+08:00

the pic eve n ger wan.. =)

berivy

2005-08-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

my car! keisuke gave it to me le =)

berivy

2005-08-19T16:37:00.001+08:00

fireworks~

berivy

2005-08-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

fireworks~

berivy

bei beeee

2005-08-19T01:45:00.000+08:00

gonna summarise le..
sun, went to orchard mit my advert group do proj..
later went to novena mit dear..
yuan is there oso.. choosing pressie for shu..
he got her a red n white adidas bag =)
i was walking around the shop oso lor..
den saw this white n pink cap.. adidas de..
really love it.. so ask dear if he let me buy it..
cos i wanted a cap since dunno when..
bt instead of letting me buy it,
dear bought it for me =)
so nice of him lor!!!!
~ xin fu ~

went to watch fireworks later..
nice nice!! gonna post pics soon ba~
gt concert oso.. gt sweety, landy, evonne, nnadia etc..
phy was tinking bout jay.. lolz..
went back later lor..
btw tt day, marina road block.. lame lor..
cars n bikes cant enter!! siao..
so dear park his bike at near by mrt station lor..
den we took train over.. haiz..

mon go sch..
tue advert presentation..
wed go hme frm spore..
pia maple lor.. what else..
thu leh.. oso pia maple lor..
tmr gonna be the same lor..
nw is lvl 39 55% le..
gonna lvl 40 this week =)

2005-08-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

eve, shu, phy, ger n me =) look like us ma? haha

berivy

2005-08-12T17:57:00.000+08:00

the guys~ yuan, lun, rek n ber.. (ber is call nutty cos the guys always call him nut.. cos pronounce his name bernard in a slang.. become bernut) =p

berivy

2005-08-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

dear's hp wallpaper.. i did for him in my com den infro to his hp.. so cute rite? haha.. btw this is his mage character (tramp)

berivy

2005-08-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

me n dear.. he nw playing back warrior instead of his mage le.. botak head de.. look like him in real life =)

berivy

bendandear

2005-08-12T17:33:00.000+08:00

went to dear hse last sat..
he slping in his hse lor..
bt woke up when i reach..
went to causeway point =)
my helm is with his cousin so we took mrt there..
dear so excited lor.. cos he very long nv take public transport le..
ate seoul n watched charlie n the chocolate factory =)
so nice!!! long time nv go "dating" with dear le..
really enjoy myself!!
muackz dear~

sun, go yew tee coffee shop watch soccer with dear n the guys..
so boring.. there's SOOOO MANY PPL!!
dun even haf place to sit.. sianz lor..
the big screen is not even clear! -.-"
btw phy n rek ok le.. =)
finally phy is back to normal le.. haha..

mon go sch.. gt presentation..
so sian lor..
tue ne, national day.. so nv go sch..
spend the whole day slping in dear's hse.. haha..
went to lot 1 eat eat..
reach his hse, slack n c him play maple lor..

wed, nv go sch..
8 to 10am class cancel =) yipee!
bt so sian, i wake up le.. change n get ready le..
even got onto the bus le..
den only i phone my fren n ask gt lesson or nt..
cos i gt a bad feeling.. haha
den really dun haf!! i immediately get off the bus lor..
go back dear's hse n slp.. lolz..
actually 11 to 12 gt class de..
bt i cancel it n went to the make up on the following day =)

thu.. went back hme..
was playing maple tt's y nv blog.. haha..
finally phy play maple!!! lolz..
there's so many nice cash shop items lor..
wanna buy.. bt total up those i wanna buy hor.. is bout 2.25M!!
so ex lor!! (M = million).. n i only got 2+ M lor..
meaning i buy le, sure go bankurpt le!! sobs
cant anyone sponsor me?? haha
dun haf mesos to gimme nvm..
buy me maple prepaid card can le.. =p

today~ fri~
went to sch for just 2 hours!
tink it's a waste of time lor..
the time i spent on transport is MORE lor.. so sianz..
after sch, went to city square n get the boards n paper for advert..
so bulky n big!! 3 big boards n 3 rolls of paper!!
yucks.. bt manage to get a white racer back top =)
oso manage to get a pleated denim skirt for only RM9.90!!
so cheap lor!! cos nw sale =) haha..
saw 1 white top.. baby doll kind.. love it lor.. bt dun haf enough..
sobs.. n i shop alone lor.. so sianz..
nvm, sep ger coming shop with me.. =)

dear nw going out with the guys le..
miss him~

2005-08-06T12:40:00.000+08:00

this is how my hair look like.. taken in old maple cos nv take any pics in the new one bt hair stil same la.. dear's hair in new maple is botak.. so cute! lolz.. bt he change his hair to shuai shuai de liao.. (pic below) =)

berivy

2005-08-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

pic of me, dear n ting.. dear is tramp, me, baby unagi and ting is xbendantingx.. thx ting for the hair coupon.. so tt my hair become lidat!! lolz.. i stil think your hair is super nice bt i stil love mine =)

berivy

girly

2005-08-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

went to sch today..
so sianz.. cos only got 2 consultations..
n they are 3 hrs apart!! wth..
waste my time only lor.. haiz..
dear woke up early.. at 12+..
bt instead of coming to pei me kill time til 3.15..
he went to sp to mit the guys..
though i sad bt msg him nice msg..
tell him careful etc..
n he say i guai =)

so nw i know..
no matter how unhappy i am,
just pretend i'm fine n ok with everything..
msg him a nice n sweet msg n he will feel happy oso..
wun feel stress or pressured etc..
n he will send something sweet back to me..
so in the end, both of us oso happy =) haha..

mit phy in sch..
she kip cry lor.. cos of rek..
really hope things wun end for them..
cos i really wanna them to be together..
n i really cant imagine hw life wil be for phy without rek..
she kip crying n crying..
ask "y he dun love me"
poor thing.. noe she's upset bt i cant do anything..
cos i understand tt the only way to make her feel better,
is to have rek there with her telling her tt he stil love her..
she gonna meet rek on sun..
hope things will be fine lor..
take care girl~ muackz! =)

play maple lor..
dear bought the hair coupon =)
later gonna go change hair with dear when he come back..
btw a few days ago, i ask dear if wanna go out on sat..
cos we very long nv go out le..
watch movie n eat etc.. like a normal date..
dear always say c 1st.. or dowan la.. etc..
so i kinda expect him to say the same thing la..
bt today (just nw) i ask him again..
cos he told me confirm with me today ma..
n he say YES!!! woah~ =)
love my bao bei so much!!!!!!!

dear my nurse

2005-08-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

went to spore last sun..
went to suntec with phy n ger..
dear was slping in his hse..
feel kinda bad cos like leace him alone lidat..
btw it's the last day of fox sale..
all the clothes n sizes r gone!
to be specific, those i like n my size r gone!
me n phy didn't buy anything.. only ger bought some tops..

went to orchard after tt..
planned to get some food for dear..
bt all shops close le.. so cant get any..
poor baby.. feel so bad lor..
was feeling sick already..
bt towards the night, felt worse.. dunno y..
went back to dear's hse..
ate my medicine immediately..
felt my body aching le..
tried to slp.. bt cant.. dunno y though..
middle of the night, woke up n realise....
my fever is back =(
so ate my fever medicine lor.. n try to slp again..

skip sch on mon..
cos wasn't feeling well yet..
fever was at 37.8 degrees.. still ok la..
bt still it's fever lor.. plus non stop flu n coughing..
dear woke up so early on mon to disturb me.. lolz..
i love it when he disturb me lor..
seem soooo cute!! haha..

tue, felt better le..
went to sch though was stil coughing non stop..
mit phy for 1 hr during my break..
went with her to canteen 4 to eat..
saw BIG UNAGI!! dear will love it lor.. haha
went back to dear's hse after tt.. n slp til 7..
n after 8, dear n me slept immediately..
was sooooo tired!! sooo shagged..
dunno y, these few days, i kip slping..
muz catch up with my beauty slp..
den can haf gd complexion =) haha..

wed, my little bao bei woke up at 4+am!!
siao hor? bt cos we slp very early lor..
den at 6+ he woke me up say bring me go eat breakfast
den send me to sch on bike.. =)
so went to panjang to mit the guys for breakfast lor..
i end sch at 12.. buy food for dear n go to lun's hse..
cos dear n the guys are there ma..
nth to do so watch tv lor.. gt some pretty nice chinese movies =)
at night, watch finish tong xin yuan,
went down to panjang to eat.. den go back dear's hse le..

thu, today..
went back home le..
waited at city square for dad lor..
wanted to buy a white top de.. bt realise i left my RM in spore!
so dun get to buy le.. so sad lor..
my naughty dear kip laughing at me when i call him..
say i cannot shop le.. lolz..
dad come le.. told me gotta wait for my sis til 6.30!
so i tel him let me go shop shop awhile den go pick my sis lor..
cos stil early (5.30).. haha
we go to duty free zone..
i went in shop while he sit outside drink coffee lor..
manage to get RM50 from him.. haha..
bought 2 skirts for RM30 only!! cool!!!

my maple can play!!
nth wrong with it.. =) so happy lor..
did all my stuff le..
nw trying to chiong maple despite the laggyness..

thx dear for everything..
for taking care of me when i'm sick..
for the sweet msg telling me dun need buy food for u le..
cos raining so dowan me walk in rain n get sick..
(though i still buy cos haven rain yet)
thx for tucking me into bed each night n kissing me gd nite..
pei me slp early n wake up early..
entertaining me with ur msg..
thx dear.. i love you~

np sux.. swiss rox

2005-07-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

gonna summerise everything..
last thu went shop with phy for rek's pressie..
she got him a jersey with his name!
knew he will love it =)
last sat went to east coast park to camp..
ger bought her tent!! so nice lor..
tried skaing bt fell twice..
sorta sprain the vein on my arm.. pain!!
nth much to elaborate on le..
kinda lazy to blog lor..

quarrel with my dear on wed (27th)
over maple lor.. den frm small quarrel become big..
bt nw solve le la..
btw i was feeling cold for the past few days..
little bit aircon i cant tahan le..
today, (29th), was suppose to go black..
with my swiss frens lor.. bt damn SUPER SICK the nite b4..

went back to dear's hse after sch on thu..
slept right after tt..
woke up with fever..
i took my own temp for a few times..
1st time, 37.7 degrees.. dear say small matter..
made me kinda sad..
2nd time, 38.3 degrees, dear knew big prob le..
find medicine for me =)
3rd time, 39.35 le.. going worse n worse..
dear kip coax me to slp..
4th time, took it in the morning..
40 degrees.. i'm burning..
bt cos of my fever, dear gimme a +ve ans for his consideration..

today noon.. dear auto cook maggi for me..
bat kut teh flavour wor~ nice nice!
so sweet of him.. he bought me coke frm 711 cos he noe i craving..
he even wash the bowl after i ate..
later dear's mom come home le..
she ask me gt $ c doc or nt.. bt i told her i go back msia c..
dear send me to kranji cos i dowan walk up custom..
sweet dear.. his mom n him kip tel me muz c doc.. =)

gt some probs with my advance advertising..
ezaida is such a bitch lor..
bt hope everything is fine..
really cannot pon le..
muz haf lotsa determination to go sch..

just nw go c doc..
she say my temp 40degrees lor.. very high..
btw my dad nv c my msg telling him to fetch me at city square!!
bt heng my sis kip ask him go den heng heng i saw him there..
or else i gotta go back myself le lor..
my dad n sis both agree i damn heng.. lolz..
anyway i 4get bring my adaptor home..
so muz save the batt for my lappy..
so sianz lor..

going to dear's hse on sunday..
he ask me go de wor~
muackz dear.. for everything u had done for me..
i noe u nv slp the whole day cos u scared u cant wake up to send me..
enjoy urself dear.. love ya!!

n to phy oso.. enjoy urself~
ber is very sweet to me le la.. haha

dear dear rox

2005-07-21T04:41:00.000+08:00

dear lun n rek talk to yuan le..
things are fine le!! =)
muackz to my wei da de deaar dear.. haha..
tmr going shop shop with phy..
she wanna buy pressie for dear rekky..
den meeting ger n shu for dinner =)
btw ting say she buying me red whip orh!!
wah~ so nice lor!! thx ting!!! =)
happy early 1 year anniversary with jing!!

2005-07-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

original pic.. taken frm eve's blog.. me, eve, ger n yuan (extra).. wish phy is here so....

berivy

2005-07-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

yuan become phy~~ haha.. dear kip tel me dun do bo liao stuff.. bt i stil do =p

berivy

2005-07-20T20:50:00.001+08:00

went to nite safari.. cute dear eating his precious nachos.. haha

berivy

2005-07-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

thx phy, fish, eve n shu for my abercrombie skirt~~~ love u guys!! love my skirt!! =p

berivy

2005-07-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

my lava lamp from chee en~

berivy

finally 19

2005-07-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

went to dear house on last mon nite..
things are better le lor..
got talk talk laugh laugh =)
went to mit the guys at panjang..
as usual they enjoy talking crap.. haiz..
phy is saying tt they r all so gay..
gotta mit up every night to crap..
lolz.. so bo liao lor.. haiz..

tue, went shop shop with phy n eve..
planning to find out what eve likes lor..
c what she eyeing on den buy for her..
bt toopid eve bought everything tt she likes!!
haiz.. heng she like a roxy brown top bt dun haf her size..
so phy n i plan to go another day to get tt for her..
ate ramen at far east.. was pretty nice la..
cos i long time nv eat tt le!! =)
saw lotsa nice nice beads necklace!!! woot! long long de wor!!
haha..saw a NICE ROXY OFF SHOULDER TOP oso..
but $44.. cant spend lor.. haiz..

wed n thu ne, slack in ber's hse lor..
his mom cooking ma.. so get to eat =)
no need spend $$ go out eat..

fri, mit phy in noon to go orchard..
found the brown top tt eve want..
den shop around for another gift for her..
wanted to buy the i pod shuffle thingly for her..
bt end up nv la.. bought a brown roxy polka dot slipper for her..
haha everything roxy..
think she will love it lor.. =)

phy n i went to wisma, got fox sale!!! woah!!
$29 tops selling for only $8!!!!
lalalalala... naughty phy RAN into the shop lor!
she damn scared i stop her frm buying etc..
so RAN in IMMEDIATELY when she saw it..
went in after her with the intention of stopping her..
bt i ended up buying with her!! lolz..
bought two tops.. a white off shoulder..
n a brown off shoulder.. nice nice~

as shu wasn't feeling ok, we buy the off shoulder white top for her..
oso get the same one for ger as well..
haha me n phy wear size P ma.. den so hard to find!!
so at first we took all the size 1 tt we found..
just in case no size P..
bt "huang tian bu fei ku xin ren"i manage to dig out P size out!!!
wah!! hahaha
phy gimme the piggish sulk sulk face.. lol
so dig one for her oso lor.. damn hard to find sia..
bt luckily manage to find another one! =)
think me n phy got the last two P size de liao..

went to causeway point to repair phy's phone..
oso mit shu n fish at there..
went down to cold storage to help eve buy flowers..
she wanna buy for ger ma.. no sun flower so we get lily lor.. nice~~
gave shu the top to cheer her up.. poor thing..
haiz.. yuan is ass hole..
later fish come le den we go eve's bbq le lor..
shu went to lot 1 to mit her "lao ban" for tmr work..

btw, phy auction for the abercrombie skirt tt i LOVE!
n GAVE IT TO ME FOR MY BDAY!!!!!
woah!!!! love it so much lor!!!! haha..
it's blue n white with flowers n sequins..
n it's FLARE FLARE~~ =)
haha phy so clever, she noe what i like de..
she share it with eve, shu, fish.. love it so much lor!!!
thx babes~ muackz!!
i try on the skirt n they all say nice!!
ber say he dun like this kinda skirt..
bt admit tt i look nice in it la.. haha..
the skirt is just so me.. hee hee

at eve bbq, me n phy went up to eve hse to watch tv..
lolz.. nice show lor!!
nv get to eat.. only eat 1 wing n two otaks..
sobx.. bt nvm la.. fun den can le..
bt the guys are so idiotic..
they kip going off by themselves!!
ask them join us oso dowan..
kip drinking n drinking unti drunk!
argh!! they even drank eve's volka lor..

later when eve wanna get the volka back,
tt idiot junjie even put it into his shirt..
like no one dare to pull it out lidat..
ass hole.. make me damn piss off lor..
bt in the end, we manage to get it back..
with only 1 inch of volka left in the bottle..
eve already so sian diao liao..
ger oso lor.. n it's their bday!!
btw we oso cut cake for ger =)
muackz gerrie!!

we went up to eve's room..
the stupid guys stay downstairs..
heck them.. bt later them come up..
yuan gt prob with shu so i nv say much..
lun went home slp.. so nvm..
ber is OKAY.. nth much oso.. quite guai..
rek is normal..
junjie is a making me piss machine..
when he saw the remaining 1 inch of volka,
his face light up! like nv c b4 lidat..
n he tell dear to c oso..
ass dao siao! dear need to ride bike ok..
if is fren wil tel dear dun drink too much lor..

ok nvm.. i diam..
bt later me n dear in kitchen looking for food,
tt asshole gotta come interrupt..
he open eve's cabinet n say wine..
he give tt stupid look, look at dear n point to the wine..
whole face light up oso..argh!!! i hate it lor.. he not drunk..
purposely wan act like he very gian qiu lidat..
always act act act... bastard!
frm last time chalet til nw, oso same!!!
fuck. piss me off by his assholtic attitude..
even ger is piss.. she brought his pressie lor..
bt say dowan pass it to him liao..

anyway i kao bei junjie..
i just say "ni heng bastard leh.. walao bu yao gian qiu la.. ass hole"
tink i said something else oso..
bt is around that area la..
dear is there oso.. later jun walk away le..
dear ask me y scold la.. i say he really piss me off lor...
n is not only me tt is piss lor..
so i told dear hw i feel about everything etc..
den dear go back to the room while i stay outside..
talk to phy bout it lor..

went into the room to tok to dear..
some sort like quarrel with him..
bt is ok de la.. he quarrel back la..
bt i manage to get my point cross..
think dear think alot in the room n realise i am right..
cos after i came out frm the room,
phy n i chatted outside eve's hse ma..
dear came out a few times lor.. like bo liao do nth lidat..
phy n i chatted til morning..
den i went back into eve hse lor..
since it's morning le, dear, me, phy, rek n ger went hme lor..
dear n i sit his bike lor..
rek phy n ger took cab lor..

reach dear hse le.. cook food for him lor..
he so hungry!! bt glad tt i'm there to cook for him =)
it's already sat morning le..
we went slp slp lor.. tired!! haiz..
slp til nite den wake up lor..
hmm.. was bitching with phy bout jun n yuan..
i msg shu wish her happy at work ma..
den shun bian tel her jun n yuan very bastard lor..
the reason y i say jun lidat is cos the alcohol thingly lor..
yuan de leh.. i say is cos he very smelly n when i tel him wash up,
he dowan... kip say dowan!
thus stinking up the whole place!!! yuckx
bt tt yuan tot i am going to spill the beans of his attitude to shu..
he hum den msg dear ask him tel me dun say aniting..

he behave damn jialat tt night lor..
i dowan say exactly how n what..
bt the girls are all disgusted..
he n shu quarrel.. den behave this way..
shu's tears really drop for nth..
if so scared tt shu wil find out den y do it?
y in the first place do such stuff?
haiz... tot he is a nice guy lor.. bt lidat.. haiz..

on sun, went to mit shu in lot 1..
ger got something to pass to me..
it's a lava lamp frm chee en!
walao.. lose contact with him after i pass out frm swiss..
n when i was in swiss, i barely tok to him..
i scolded him b4, talk rudely to him b4..
bt he gave me a lava lamp???
n remember my bday???
tt's nice of him =)
he oso gave ger one for her bday.. haha
chatted with ger n shu at lot 1 til late..
den later go sunshine mit dear n his bro lor..
it was after 12 le.. so his bro wish me =)
trust him to remember.. sweet..

mon!!! july 18!!!
my bday!!!! haha..
slept only in the monring..
cos c dear play maple mah.. n coax him.. lol
wake up at 2+.. i go bathe le den wake him up..
we went to pizza hut to eat lor.. cheap n nice meal!
yummy!!! love dear =) he dote on me so much!!
later we went to buy p plate for his bike..
put it on le den go nite safari~~

save $ by not taking tram ride.. chose to walk instead..
it's DARK n ULU.. everywhere is trees..
u look to everyside of u.. is trees.. total forestly!!
so scary!! heng gt my dear there to take care of me..
so happy!!!
manage to see all the animals la.. so fun!!
dear kip begging me to let him eat nachos.. cute!! haha..
watch the animal show.. the binturong so cute!!!
den gt 1 zoo keeper act like audience..
hide a 10 fet python among the crowd!!
scary!! bt funny lor.. hw i hope it's under my seat.. haiz..

went to panjang to eat later..
haha quite feng fu la.. order alot of food!!
dear stil say wan ask yuan down de..
actually i am fine with it de.. bt leh.. noe it will be weird la..
cos phy told rek hw she feel towards yuan le..
all those things tt make us girls disgusted, disappointed n angry..
den rek sorta try to tel yuan.. bt yuan sian diao lor..
so he knows exactly what we think of him le lor.. haiz..

bt heng yuan downa come down..
gd gd.. bt i pretty piss lor..
i noe jun bu shuang tt kenna scolded by me..
yuan bu shuang tt we girls said he until lidat..
den they at first planned to mit in panjang..
n it's my bday!!! they wan jio dear out!
normally anniversary they know, they oso wun jio dear lor..
like trying to spoil my day.. do it on purpose..
heng dear's hp no reception in nite safari
so he dunno until we reach panjang lor..
n by tt time, they all go home le..

tue.. slack at ber's hse lor..
at night dear went to mit the guys to gossip bout us..
complain lor.. so i mit ger n phy..
bitch bout them oso..
bt we not so bo liao.. we stil chat bout other stuff lor..
den later we went to 7 11 buy alcohol to drink.. lolz
at bout 12 plus.. dear come le..
den we all went to kosma to say lor..
dear told us what the guys say la..
den we told him our views n hw we feel la..
yuan is angry with us????
n we nv tel shu anything...
lame.
bt anyway dear say no matter what,
yuan is at fault la.. n he dun understand y yuan angry..

dear is so nice..
he send phy home cos she no transport le..
den after tt, he send ger home.. lolz..
so sweet of him lor.. haha
muackz dear!! i so proud of u..
went back to his hse..
chat with phy on phone lor..
dear playing maple..

till about 7am, i cook noodles for him..
chicken wing n popcorn chicken oso..
dear so happy =)
went to slp slp after tt lor..
uhm it's wed liao la..
dear meet lun in the noon to talk bout yuan issue..
i went back home lor..
chatted with phy on the way.. haha
went to city square to shop around lor..
loiter here n there..
saw lotsa clothes!!! =)

ps: to ppl who read my blog..
dun tell yuan or any of the guys what i typed okies?
ting.. dun tell or ask yuan anything in maple ok?
kinda sensitive issue tt's y i oso nv type exact stuff n details..
bt it's ok le la.. nth le..

honeyz

2005-07-10T17:43:00.000+08:00

stayed at dear's hse since last fri..
actually is longer den tt la..
cos fri i went home for a few hrs,
bring my lappy den at 8+pm, i went back spore le..
uh.. forget what exactly happen liao..
bt noe there r times when i not happy..
bt there r oso times when dear is sweet =)

went to bukit panjang plaza on thu..
bought hamster food for my la jiao..
fan qie is gone!! ~>.<~ =(
so sad lor.. i love my fan qie lor!!
la jiao muz be very sad oso.. sobx!
saw kawaii accessories!!!
i love those thick chain bracelets lor!!
damn damn nice!!!!!
wanted it for a long time le..
got once when kawaii held a fair in lot 1..
i saw n dear oso think it's nice..
he wanted to get for me liao bt i noe he no $ so say dowan..
haiz.. think gonna get 1 when i get my allowance ba.. =)

btw my stupid ez link card gt prob.. so ma fan..
i cant buy concession!! need pay CASH!
damn it.. waste my $$$!! i take 6 bus trips a day lor!
argh!! den dear dowan send n fetch me go sch..
he say ma fan.. -.-" sian lor.. rather i waste the $$..
even his bro oso told him send me liao..
say short distance only.. very fast oso..
dear dunno i heard lor..
after i say bye bye to dear n walk out of his hse,
his bro stil kip tell dear to send me..
tell him hurry up etc..
=) tt's very nice of him lor.. =)

i did quarrel with dear bout the bus thingly..
cos i wan him send or fetch me mah.. den he dowan..
den he say i kip spend money so if it's cos of $ i dowan take bus,
den he dun care..
so sian lor.. when did i spend $$???
he say his petrol need $$ oso..
pls lor.. like i nv help him pay for his petrol lidat..
i got lor n it's not once or twice!

n where did my $$ go?
he say always i no $ he muz pay for my food..
say until lidat.. once in awhile he treat me den complain le..
n always is i wanna pay bt he wanna treat me lor..
i didn't even complain the fact tt he always ask me buy food for him..
everytime i end sch i wil ask him wan me packet food for him ma..
i pay for everything lor.. n i nv complain..
i told all these to him.. he kip quiet
den i went back to the room n sulk n ignore him le..
bt we are ok after awhile la..
he noes what i say makes sense bt dowan admit..
so later he wil take initiave to talk to me den we ok le lor..

we celebrated junjie bday on fri..
at beauty world there..
eat n crap lor..
later the guys plan lan..
den me, eve, phy, ting n juan so the al almin there..
slack around until eve, ting n juan gotta go lor..
me n phy went back to lan there to mit the guys..
later the guys ton at yew tee..
they buy beer mah..
b4 tt dear is like very tired.. very sian lidat..
so i try to make him smile n cheer up..
bt he scolded me n tel me dun play..
spoil my mood.

den when he drink, he already drink alot liao..
stil need to ride bike lor..
so i wanna help him with abit la..
i wanna drink, i told him i drink a few sip only..
he dun let.. say girls cannot drink.
piss me off.. GIRLS CANNOT DRINK?!?!
pls, i 100% believe tt i can hold liqour better den him lor..
spoil my mood even more.

after awhile, he ask me wanna drink mah..
den i say dowan..
bt he kip tel me drink abit lor..
even lun say he siao.. cos at first dun let den nw force me..
-.-" after all of them finish their 1st bottle,
they buy another bottle n drink to the basketball court there..
chat n drink..
the prob is lun gt some probs.. he dowan say mah..
den yuan n him go 1 corner..
after awhile, rek, junjie n dear went over..
i zhi dong.. i dun go.. cos maybe lun only wan tel the guys..
bt later, junjie n dear are the ones saying their family probs..
say their parents hw ar.. etc..
say so loud tt i can hear lor..
i was sitting not har away.. ALONE!

damn sian.. dear dun even noe hw to call me over..
n when dear walk back take something,
i told him i very sian, sit alone..
he nv say anything, den go back to the guys there le..
i damn bored lor..
later i walk over to dear n pass him someting..
he ask me sit down together la..
bt i die die dowan.
if he really wanna me sit together, he would haf ask earlier
and not wait til i walk over den ask..
so i say dowan den i walk away..

slack by myself for the few hours..
was freezing cold..
den when sky got light liao den they decided to go home..
dear come n put his arms around my shoulder..
bt i push him off.. he ask me y trembling..
i say i very cold.. den he say cold muz let him hug mah..
den i say, nw tt wan go back hme le den he come n care bout me..
a few hours earlier i am already feeling damn cold n bored..
bt he left me sitting there alone..
when he walk over, i talk to him, he ignore me..
den he nt happy n i oso nt happy..

when we reach his hse le,
he noes it's his fault so he started talking to me again..
say nice things n hold my hand etc..
i c him lidat oso cant stay mad at him le..
bt i stil angry lor.. he can leave me there for a few hrs..
the guys oso leh.. junjie, rek n lun c me alone..(yuan is slping)
they oso can ask dear to ask me over..
i am about 2.5m away from them!
it's not as if they are saying stuff tt i cant hear..
n if they dun let me hear, they should go further..
i can hear EVERY SINGLE WORD they are saying lor..

it was sat already..
stay at his hse til sun lor..
sat oso damn sian..
he wake up le den play maple..
den later morning le den he slp..
completly no time for me..
really damn damn damn sian.....
btw, he is nw angry with me..
hope things will be better ba.. haiz..

my little baby

2005-06-29T14:50:00.000+08:00

went to dear's hse on sunday..
bought fish cutlet for him =)
n not only tt lor.. when i reach his hse le..
i stil heat it up for him n feed him leh..
cos he playing maple mah.. so feed him lor..
eat le den we go bao bao shui jiao =)

saw some scratches on dear's hand..
so i ask him hw come got la..
den he kip dowan say..
bt in the end oso gt say la..
he got accident =(
got this stupid van brake in from of him..
n so bo bian, dear brake very hard le.. oso cant stop..
den bang into the van.. fell down n injured..
bt heng only some minor scratches..
bt his bike gt prob le..
though can ride bt gear n handle bar gt prob..
oso when dear ride, gt weird sounds..

poor baby.. i so xin tong tt he injured lor..
he say he fri accident de..
bt dowan tel me cos dowan me worry..
he rather sun when mit me den tel me..
cos he say if fri tel me le..
i will kip ask n ask n worry til i c him..
haha he understand me so well =)
nw dear nt riding bike le..
change back to take bus.. haha

went to mit the guys at panjang at nite
den later share cab with rek home lor..

mon i packet food for dear after sch..
though i oso broke le.. bt suan le la..
cos my $ n dear's $ everytime share de =)
bt b4 dear eat, marcus msg him ask him mit him lot 1..
-.-" i just came back frm lot 1 lor..
haiz.. so dear left..
leaving me alone in his hse..
marcus wanna pass him his bday pressie mah..
he got dear a bag =) nice =)

dear's com is spoil..
the keyboard gt prob..
dear's bro help me fix their net to my lappy..
since their com cant use mah..
success orh! haha..
so dear stil can play maple le!! =)
haha nw he sure wan me stay his hse everyday liao..
cos i stay den i will bring lappy..
den only he can play maple.. lolz..

tue.. our anniversary..
my tummy very pain the night b4..
den when morning wake up.. stil very pain..
head oso pain.. like going split lidat..
so dear tell me rest at hme lor..
he say 8pm go lot 1 watch movie lor..
to celebrate anniversary de..
cos we both wanna watch tong xin yuan..
i said ok la..

bt dear ask his parents to help us packet food..
den when his parents reach hme already 8+ liao..
nvm lor.. bt i abit sian..
cos we say wan go lot 1 eat le..
den dear stil ask his parents help him buy.. haiz..
eat finish le.. clean everything le..
dear was stil playing maple..
teaching his cousin he to do jumping quest.. -.-"
it was already 9.20!!
so i remind him la.. we wanna watch movie de..
i was already in bad mood le lor..

when dear is changing clothes,
we quarrel bout tt..
cos he say he everything wear the clothes tt i buy..
bt no lor... gt some he nv even wear b4 lor!!!
n due to tt we quarrel.. haiz..
he say me no $ le stil wan watch movie..
bt the prob is i am paying! n it's our anniversary!!
it's not as if i everyday oso watch lor..
i damn sian diao liao..

reach lot 1.. the movie tt i wanted to watch no more le..
other movies all oso cant watch le..
cos we reach too late liao..
argh!!! so went back to his hse lor..
i was sulking in his room.. talking to phy on phone..
den dear come in.. so i hang up le lor..
tink he noe i was unhappy n disappointed la..
he oso noe it's his fault..
so he try to make me smile lor..
play poker with me.. lolz

later dear go play maple le..
at bout 2am, we went to sunshine to eat lor..
after tt, went back hme..
i go slp slp while dear continue his mapling..
nw i'm at hme..
dunno when den can c dear again =)

Unfolding... the magical tale of a star

我的 white horse prince

完结篇

二十八

有你的未来

完美作品

我对你说

where's my prince!

*wish upon a star*

*vanished*

closing

Bangkok Day03

Bangkok Day02

Bangkok Day01

hunny buns

*kbox later*

*its raining*

ponders*

*shooting star*

*little usagi*

*lazy monkey*i

*miss baby*

*baby i need u*

*gd luck hunny!!*

*love him*

*kawaii neh baby*

*miss him*

*baby is sick =(*

*dearie*

*hunny bernnie*

*dear*

*my hunnie monkie*

*love him*

*fri!!*

*colourful bras*

*miss him*

*baby~ muackzz*

*missing dear*

*missing u lots baby~*

*dear dear*

*holS*

*my botak baby*

*bei beeee*

*bendandear*

*girly*

*dear my nurse*

*np sux.. swiss rox*

*dear dear rox*

*finally 19*

*honeyz*

*my little baby*

wish upon a star

vanished

kbox later

its raining

shooting star

little usagi

lazy monkeyi

miss baby

baby i need u

gd luck hunny!!

love him

kawaii neh baby

miss him

baby is sick =(

dearie

hunny bernnie

dear

my hunnie monkie

love him

fri!!

colourful bras

miss him

baby~ muackzz

missing dear

missing u lots baby~

dear dear

holS

my botak baby

bei beeee

bendandear

girly

dear my nurse

np sux.. swiss rox

dear dear rox

finally 19

honeyz

my little baby